What Makes You Angry Today?

[Squaddiedave]

Go for it mate, take what time you can to relax, when you can. Trying but failing to do the same today.
As in what makes me angry? Coming to the conclusion it's any day with a "y" in it at the moment

 

[Anglesachse]

.....As in what makes me angry? Coming to the conclusion it's any day with a "y" in it at the moment

Seeing as your in Germany then, that shouldn`t be that often ;)considering the days all end in a G. ROFLMAO

 

[Squaddiedave]

Trust you! Lol!

 

[Drizzt]

What makes me angry today. Well earlier I was driving and some slowpoke was in front of me. So nicely I waited till the three lane passing lane to go around him. Well someone coming the other way wasn't paying attention to the sign that read "Keep right except to pass" and was headed right at me. Finally, after playing a bit of chicken with me he got over. I was really mad at the other driver and called him a few names "that of course he couldn't hear." Why I don't know. I could've waited a bit longer to pass the slowpoke in front of me. No one was coming the other way after the guy passed by. But I just didn't. I really don't know what I'm pissed off at right now. Maybe cause I didn't flip off the jerk as well. Maybe myself for losing it. I just don't know.

 

[Wagon]

I just got angry at the washing machine being full. WTF? It's been in use for 4 days straight. Somebody running business in this house? Maybe I'll have a brain fart and break it again like last time. That'll learn em!

Road Rage? I had to move out of the US to get rid of that. 11 years...no driving. Not even a golf cart.

 

[Bill Simmons]

Being alone makes me sad and then sometimes angry. It is the one thing I find I dislike the most about living in the United States. People here live to work, people in other countries work to live. I guess I started some shit on my block cause we are having a bar-b-que in the middle of the street next Saturday afternoon. I will play a bit and not so loud as to bring the cops around or at least I hope.

 

[Drizzt]

Being alone is the one thing that I fear most. Yet I've drove my wife away. Realizing that it was my fault has been hard to come to terms with. I'm mostly angry at myself. I'm angry at alcohol. I'm angry at Uncle Sam. I am also very down knowing the only true good thing in my life I've completely screwed up. We still live together in separate parts of the house. Every day I want to hug her and tell her how sorry I am and how much I do love her. I've tried but when I do its as if it repulses her even more to look or speak to me. I hate that it makes me mad to the point I want to go insane with an angry rage. Not at her but at myself. Yet that would prove her right. That I am weak and untrustworthy. I don't want to be those things anymore and I'm pissed that I'm not.

 

[JarHed]

Hey Drizzt

You're in a tough situation with your wife. You're both in limbo. Neither together or apart. Just try to talk, go easy. Don't try and explain, or say you're sorry or anything. First you've got to be able to be in the same room and have a dialog. It's a first step. Don't push or try for much. Be patient and give it some time. If you both can be in the same room and just talk, you've taken a big step. Just go easy. Best of luck to the both of you. Hope it works out.

Jar

 

[Drizzt]

Thanks thats pretty much the gist of what my priest has asked me to do. Right now we need to give each other space so we can work on ourselves. I get it but it still pisses me off cause i just want to be back to normal with her only without the self medication. Course ive been doing that so long I'm not even sure what normal would be like.

 

[Wagon]

Hey Dritzz. Same thing JarHed said.

Same thing happened to me a year or better ago. First and foremost. You have to concentrate on yourself and the stabilization thereof. But hot on the heels of that you need to make friends with her again. And I mean start completely over. Have a cup of coffee with her and just talk. (just like Jar and the priest said) Nothing serious...just talk. Romantic overtures at this pint are just meaningless. I remember some of my behaviour in the past 22 years, Man there is no end to the relationships I have absolutely f'd up. The bitch about it. Most of them were really good people. Fantastic woman. I need a world trip to apologize.

In the end you may become friends. You may become something more. But really brother. You are just finding out who you are now. Kind of a crap shoot. And yeah that's a bitch, but it's better to know than to live in ignorance, whatever the consequences may be. Peace of mind is highly under rated.

Peace Brother
Wagon

 

[Drizzt]

That'd be nice if she'd at least agree to a cup of coffee or something. We might have lunch together again on Thursday. Until then shes booked herself to avoid trying to do anything normal with me. I get why. But it still just saddens me. So I'm at least looking forward to lunch.

 

[Wagon]

Nice! That's a start.