What Makes You Angry Today?

[Sludge]

Well, my first attempt at a VA PTSD claim was denied. Interesting as I recieve treatment for PTSD at the VA Hospital....and all of my related, non seizure meds issued by them, say "For treatment of PTSD and Depression.":cautious:

Needless to say, after the bus battle, and the save my degree battle, I don't know if I have the energy to fight right now.

So, I'll lock myself away in the basement....again....have a few nips off of my emergency bourbon stash and play PC games...alone...

Boy good thing the VA says I don't have PTSD, I'd be worried about all this rage and fear and self-imposed isolation otherwise...
Good thing I have all those brain pills so I can sleep and not dream, or think in abnormal ways.

What is it gonna take? A rampage and some jail time to get the help I need?

f*ck it. Ill rage out on some poor, unsuspecting idiots online with a rapid fire, specialty modified assault rifle.

I guess when all else fails, a bit of the old ultra-violence (simulated) is a harmless way to react.

Weird, I'm so pissed off I am calm and emotionless.o_O


Perhaps I'll find a different government official to piss off, just for kicks, next week.

 

[Grizzly]

What was their reason for denial? What did the C&P examiner noted in you DBQ @Sludge?

 

[Kaishi]

Weird, I'm so pissed off I am calm and emotionless.o_O

Man, that's the only bit in all you wrote about ya's feels that would worry me.
In seriousness though, hell of course you're tired. Everyone'd be tired of that buull. And you're being heckuva lot adjusted & making plans to keep the fight up: courage and cheers. Don't let some clueless ass clowns bring you down.

 

[Sarg]

Sludge, at least write a NOD. It's a Notice of Disagreement and can just be hand written on a piece of paper, make a copy and send it to them. That way, you preserve your claim date and when you win, you'll get back paid to your original date. You probably already know this, so I throwing this out to those that don't.

Sarg

 

[Sludge]

What was their reason for denial? What did the C&P examiner noted in you DBQ @Sludge?

Unknown at this time, documents aren't available yet to me....probably next week...

Man, that's the only bit in all you wrote about ya's feels that would worry me.
In seriousness though, hell of course you're tired. Everyone'd be tired of that buull. And you're being heckuva lot adjusted & making plans to keep the fight up: courage and cheers. Don't let some clueless ass clowns bring you down.

Meh. I'll fight it and win....its just a case of different departments not talking. Have a psych appt. next week. will hammer them then.

Sludge, at least write a NOD. It's a Notice of Disagreement and can just be hand written on a piece of paper, make a copy and send it to them. That way, you preserve your claim date and when you win, you'll get back paid to your original date. You probably already know this, so I throwing this out to those that don't.

Sarg

Yup. Will file it after my psych appointment, along with a few other forms.

 

[Grizzly]

Unknown at this time, documents aren't available yet to me....probably next week...

You should be able to log into your MHVET account and read your DBQ. That may give you an indication of what's going on.

 

[Sludge]

You should be able to log into your MHVET account and read your DBQ. That may give you an indication of what's going on.

Yeah, says documents pending

 

[Kaishi]

Angry about petty stupid bullshit.

It's just that top of the stress cup.

Like in the middle of hearing about shit boyfriend/fiance faar away's been dealing in his days, and not being able to do jack with it from here aside of 'emotional support' and helping him think through crap, & not hearing from former comrade facing shit in this time of the year annually, my own crap because some company are just insistent despite me having called quits on them & there's no objective debt? I'm just outta spoons.

Shooting civvies to the Moon and throwing a party in some far from civilization location sounds like a brilliant plan.

 

[vikingr24]

throwing a party in some far from civilization location sounds like a brilliant plan.

Man, don't we know it? Every time I get wrapped up and confused, I want to go out to the country with a shotgun and some fishing gear and a good kit. Find a lake to sit by and let it bleed.

 

[Kaishi]

Lmao Vikingr, you just seriously made my day. Not much one for fishing, I tend to think of all the cough accidentally drowned people and get all shit-meditative, but I can do with just watching others have fun with it & letting thoughts f*ck off to far distance times.

 

[vikingr24]

I like fishing a lot. Makes you feel like you're doing something when you ain't.

 

[Kaishi]

On another hand, annoying fish with strange worms and other yummies in the river mighta be a fun past time. I'll take you up on that word broda.