Forgiveness and resentment

[Ico]

Do you have access to a phone book online? Look in there and I was not talking about a homeless shelter. You need help i...

That shit costs money I do not have. I don't know what you are talking about in terms of leaving.

 

[Ico]

Good luck

You said that some what sarcastically. Where in any of this am I wrong. It's all true. I don't know what you are talking about when you say move out and go into a program. Only place like that, That I know of is an institution.

 

[Ofodu]

I refuse to argue with you. I came from a place of trying to support you and you give me attitude. Good luck to you,,I am done here

 

[Putifas]

I refuse to argue with you. I came from a place of trying to support you and you give me attitude. Good luck to you,,I a...

I wasn't arguing I was trying to see what the f*ck you were talking about because that shit doesn't exist.

 

[Putifas]

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[Ico]

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Please remember the same rules apply to the anonymous forum as they do across the site. Personal attac...

Wasn't a personal attack, Was just stating facts.

 

[Dema]

Hi, Ico! First, I want to say I think I have somewhat of an understanding of what you are feeling, and I agree it is frustrating and discouraging.
I think people throw this family and friends thing around too much. I think we are the rarity of people who have no such thing. I do not think people mean harm; in fact I think they are trying to be helpful. But it has been my experience that people cannot wrap their mind around the fact there are people who do not have either. Read most of the sites on the internet and they all say those with family and friends stand the best chance of recovering. You are young, and I would hope you would be able to find something to help you...I have no suggestions because I just joined this site and am hoping to find something for myself; I am 66 yrs. old. I have been the gammit with programs and such, but generally fall through the cracks and for whatever reason am not eligible for most of it. I understand your anger...but what I would like to see is for you to use it to your benefit...draw down deep inside and believe in yourself even when no one else does. In the past when dealing with my frustration, I tended to get self-destructive...it is something I hope you can avoid because it hurts only you. At this late stage of my life if there is one thing I would like to do (my passion),would be to help the utterly alone. I wish I could help more, but I do get what you are saying...I know there were and still are many times in my life where a simple "I understand" would have gone a long way...so even though I cannot totally understand, I have a pretty good idea what you are trying to convey.

 

[Ico]

Hi, Ico! First, I want to say I think I have somewhat of an understanding of what you are feeling, and I agree it is fru...

Thank you, I just don't want this to be my whole life. I was happy and had high hopes at one point but all that hope has turned into hopelessness.

 

[Micul]

I have a feeling you are going to be okay. Take all the info you can get on recovery and run with it...there will be ups and downs...defeats and victories...times when all you want to do is give up...BUT just keep on keepin on because no matter what anyone else says, feels or does YOU remain a worthy worthwhile living breathing human being!

 

[Vunud]

The very fact you have reached out, and are expressing your true feelings and thoughts is a victory !! don't know if you see it that way , but it is.... you are in a lot of pain and anger and feeling hopeless... I have been there, more than once, and even at your age... I had no one and no where to go.... I understand how you are feeling, and the hopelessness is the worst.... and not being heard... I still struggle with this today and I am way way older than you... but pain and hopelessness does not have an age... it is how we see the world... and for us it is the truth and we need to be heard about our truth..... and I hear you.

Possibly you can just hang around here for awhile, and read and participate here until you feel a little calmer and possibly 'a part of things' here... that can be a great beginning to getting help...it all feels too overwhelming right now... and not knowing which country you are from , we aren't sure what to direct you to... but hold on to your anonymity.... that is important right now... and man do I understand that part....

Just to be a person on a space that shares hope.... and victories.... and set backs, but shows us how to move past the setbacks.... this is a very safe place for you right now... and I am very glad you took the risk to say how you feel.... and to let us know you are here.... just asking you to hang around for awhile, and read and participate if you want.... get some footing....

I understand your rage... some thing I felt most of my life, and it did help me to hang on, whether society understood or not... try your very best not to harm anyone or anything... and most of all yourself... give yourself a chance..... a chance to feel a part of a place where many feel and think the same way you do..... we will help by hearing you.... you DO deserve a chance to have a life... you just don't believe it right now.... neither did I.... Can you just hand out with us for awhile? That's all I'm asking.... and see if anything here helps.... then we can help you to get some real help ..... you matter.... we know where your pain is coming from.... and we are here for you.... you really are not alone, tho maybe in real life, but here, there is always someone willing to listen and help.... hoping you understand how much courage it took to let us know you are here !!!!

 

[Fisudi]

The very fact you have reached out, and are expressing your true feelings and thoughts is a victory !! don't know if you...

Thank you for the words of encouragement. I'll be around here. I just posted here because I didn't know where else to post.

 

[Wujiw]

But give yourself a lot of credit for reaching out... you started somewhere !!! And this is good... it tells me you are needing friends that care , and some direction, and a stable place to lay your problems and be heard.....this is that place.... and thank you for reading my post to you... you are listening.... you are hearing.... and I hope that you are hearing there are ways to get help, to be with people who understand and do not judge because we have felt or are feeling what you are right now.... just hang out with us for awhile..... and there are some fun threads here too.... go to Social... it's not all work and gloom and doom, we do laugh here and have some fun.... it's a great balanced place to feel free to be yourself... and I feel there is an awesome young person who got in touch with us who just needs a break and to be heard.... hang in here we are here for you..... my name is ladee by the way, nice to meet you.... you do not have to reveal your screen name... but very glad you are here !!!!!