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ED Ptsd + adderall = eating disorder???

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Emily L

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Over 10 years ago I began taking adderall. It caused me to quit eating for a year or so. Then I went through multiple traumas over the period of 7 years where I quit eating each time for months at a time.. Now I can only eat one or two meals a day. I get full very very quickly after eating very little food. I consume less than 1500 calories a day, a majority of that is probably liquids. I am also an extremely picky eater, and only eat usually what I'm in the mood for. Now I struggle with severe bloating and loss of breath when I eat. Bloodwork and ultrasound came back fine. Also, my metabolism is funky.. I used to weigh approx 130 lbs at 5'4. I now weigh 145 at the same height when I BARELY EAT?! I'm NOT losing weight, NOT gaining any more weight, and definitely wasn't gaining muscle while going to the gym. This is becoming frustrating!

Has anyone else had any eating issues after going through traumas/ptsd/medications? How did you conquer it? Anyone else struggle with eating healthy because you are picky eater, etc?

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Anyone else struggle with eating healthy because you are picky eater, etc?
Not really. I'm not a big fan of food, I don't particularly like eating. But eating isn't something we only do for the enjoyment, it's something we do because without proper nutrition, we have a very poor chance of having a healthy body or mind. Vegetables are like medication: you gotta take em whether you like it or not.

It's not clear from your post whether you're trying to lose weight? If you are, regular intake of food will probably help. Once your body has learned that it is being starved, it will store every calorie it possibly can.

So while uou may not like food much, getting healthy and losing weight both require regular intake of nutrition. Bummer!!
 
I'd seek out a workup with a qualified GI doctor. I had gasteroparesis after trauma and it basically meant my body stopped digesting food. It would just sit and sit in my stomach. it totally screwed me up a lot. Not sure what is going on for you.
 
Stress has wrecked havoc with my body. I suffered with Graves disease (over-active thyroid) for awhile, but with the proper medication after some time that straightened out and I no longer have to take the mediation. However, in the past couple years I have developed all kinds of allergies...a lot of them to foods. Wheat and dairy will send my system into a tailspin and cause severe bloating. There are other foods I can no longer eat. I have eliminated sugar and all processed foods. Basically I eat veggies, fruit, a little grass fed meat. I feel better...once in awhile I will cheat, but it is really not worth it cause then I suffer. Some things like wheat will affect my breathing...who would have ever thought!!!

Maybe try an elimination diet...start eliminating certain foods to see if you feel any better. I am not saying that is your issue cause I do not know, but it might be worth a try.

Also, I found I have to eat more regularly than I used to.
 
I wouldn't call 1500 calories a day barely eating, unless you're extremely active (several hours of high intensity exercise a day). It's on the lower end of normal for a normal/ fairly active lifestyle, a smack dab in the middle of normal for a sedentary lifestyle (working in an office or sitting in school or similar, driving or catching a ride to&from most places, mainly sitting during off hours; most exercise about 20 minutes a day).

Nutritional needs do vary hugely depending on activity levels, medical conditions, age, & sex. The 1500-2500 kcal per day is a maintenance level for the majority of people with a moderately active lifestyle. So I'd very much recommend working with a nutritionist to figure out what your personal caloric & nutrient needs are.

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Personally, when I'm at my healthiest I'm generally eating 5-6 small meals a day... But -just looking at calories, which is only a small piece of overall nutrition- that ranges from 500-1,000 to 20,000-30,000. The difference? 500-1,000 are days spent at home playing with the kids & watching movies, and the 20k-30k are 10+ hours a day doing snow sports in winter (yay 6,000 kcal winter ration meals :wtf: ). I can very easily be gaining weight on 500 kcal per day, and be struggling to keep weight on at 30,000 kcal per day. The difference is primarily activity level (the demands I'm placing on my body); but also metabolitic aka if I'm not meeting my expenditure needs my metabolism slows way down, very very quickly; as well as content (I've had kwashiokor a few times, eating more than enough calorically, but not complete proteins, I've ravaged my bones not meeting mineral needs, lost my eyesight due to vitamin deficiencies, etc.); and also temp. One burns a lot more calories staying warm or cooling off. Homeostasis isn't difficult to maintain in temperature controlled environments, but ones body has to work very hard to stay at temp in cold/hot environments. People who spend all day outside in below freezing temps and in above 100 degrees, again, have very different nutritional needs than those who spend all day in houses & buildings.

When I'm deep in disordered eating, I may only be eating a once or twice a week, and only a few hundred calories, tops. But just as destructive -although with a longer reaction arc- is when those numbers aren't matching my activity levels. It might look good on the surface, but getting down to brass tacks is an entirely different story. Starving during high activity, and/or overconsuming during low activity levels wrecks my system. Which is super touchy due to years of misuse. Ditto various forms of malnutrition.

So, yes, this is something I've dealt with a lot over the years... For a lot of different reasons. Some trauma related, some disordered eating related, some lifestyle, some medical.
 
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@Emily L I have PTSD and anorexia which stemmed from the trauma. It started as my coping mechanism, when I was stressed I wasn't hungry which turned into when I was stressed even if I was hungry I wouldn't eat because I liked the sense of control. Which turned into me hating my body, not thinking I deserved to eat, using starvation as a way to passively commit suicide. Now I'm trying to recover, but be careful it can be a really slippery slope. Even if you don't feel like eating try to get in control of your eating behaviors because let me tell you this sucks.

Personally though I don't think you have an eating disorder, but it does sound like you have disordered eating habits. distorted eating behaviors also need to have a mental/compulsive component in order to be an eating disorder.
 
I wouldn't call 1500 calories a day barely eating, unless you're extremely active (several hours of high...
Well, I was training brazillian jiu jitsu, working out at the gym 3 days a week, and consuming the same or maybe a little less calories a few months back. I now live a more sedentary lifestyle because when I was working out, I couldn't make it through the workouts barely, and my personal trainer/gym owner/gym owner wife all sat me down and talked to me about how I'm not making it through a workout/losing weight because I'm not consuming enough calories. So this is where I had the idea that I didnt consume enough calories. But even then my weight wasn't budging? I'm still not sure what I need to do. I barely have any energy to do anything anyways. My job is spent mostly at a desk but I still get the chance to walk and be physical, but at the end of the day I'm so exhausted I sometimes don't even shower. It's embarrasing. I have no energy!
 
ED here too. Struggled with anorexia, now struggling with binging. Recently upped the dosage of one of my meds, gives me hunger, so need to be extra careful not to over eat. I eat 1300 calories a day, when counting calories. When not counting I can go up to 2000 or 3000, and I'm petite so I gain weight fast. When in starving mode I eat around 700 calories, or less in the past, but I don't do that anymore.

I exercise a bit, not much.

Therapy has helped a lot, but still not enough. Need to exercise more and eat healthier too.
 
ED here too. Struggled with anorexia, now struggling with binging. Recently upped the dosage of one of my...
@Sietz I'm sorry to hear you're going through that. I don't exercise really. I use to, but I can barely make it through a workout because I just don't have the energy needed to push through. Eating healthier is always a good idea. It's definitely difficult, but I believe in you! & I have yet to find a therapist that worked for me. Does it just sometimes take trial and error? Weeding through and finding the right one? Therapy has always been an awkward experience for me.
 
I'm sorry you struggle with food too. It's a nasty obsession, isn't it?

Well, my first therapists didn't make a case of it. Back in the day when psychoanalysis was the thing of future, so it was a lot of trial and error yeah. I then did CBT, and changed a bit my relationship with food, which is really important. I had aversion, so started wanting to learn how to cook good meals, now I'm the cook almost every day, and when people come over etc. Neuroplasticity is where it's at really, and CBT helped me a lot with that. Now I'm doing IFS with the same CBT therapist and we've been dealing mostly with trauma, which greatly impacts my "super eating abilities", if I'm depressed I tend to overeat or start starving, if I'm in recovery mode, my relationship with food is healthier.

Exchanged most sides, like rice and potatoes every day for salads and greens too. Have a lot of bookmarks on healthy recipes that I try sometimes, but I like to make up my own food as well :)
 
I enjoy cooking my own meals as well. They just taste so good! Growing up my mom always cooked a lot of food from a can.. I go to the grocery store and buy the fresh produce (Snap/green beans, corn, asparagus, onions, peppers, fruits). I then sautee/bake the veggies instead of boil! Tastes SO good! My favorite is crunchy, sauteed green beans in olive oil! It's the best. I just don't currently have enough time during the week days to cook dinner. :(

What is Neuroplasticity?
 
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