What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[intothelight]

Major attitude adjustment and then it starts again. Wrench in plans, regroup, rethink but hold it steady today. Stay calm and centered. Its OK.

 

[OldFashionRose]

Major attitude adjustment and then it starts again. Wrench in plans, regroup, rethink but hold it steady today. Stay calm and centered. Its OK.

Love the self talk, and hope it helped!

I'm feeling bone weary. Not anything major wrong or bad, just a lot of life to deal with. I don't do well when I am being pulled too many directions by too many people. I can say no, but then I have to convince myself there is nothing to feel guilty about for doing so. My body is still in recovery mode from surgery, and that takes so much energy. Giving myself permission to have a minor collapse, but not permission to feel sorry for myself, yuck, don't like that at all!

Feeling anticipation of joy in celebrating 5 family birthdays in the next couple weeks.

Feeling cautiously optimistic! Started using CBD oil to see if it helps with chronic pain and anxiety. 20 drops under my tongue every day. I think it is helping take the edge off. No THC in it, so there is no "high" or feeling mentally spacey. Lots of research has been done, so I am hopeful.

Best wishes to all for a beautiful day!!!

 

[Ronin]

This mix: :cry::dead::bag:

Also irritated as hell. Really do not need people telling me I am / would be better off with abusers.
(Is: I would rather be dead on sea a mood?)

 

[Changing4Best]

Angry and scared

 

[ladee]

I am feeling angry, frustrated, like a 'number', not a human. I hate Dr's that just don't give a big happy damn, that spend so little time with you they don't even bother to look at your face. When the Dr. PA, and office staff are clueless, when no one knows the answer to the simple questions you ask, put you on hold, or even worse, say they will call back, and DON'T...

This whole ordeal today was such a cluster f*ck. So absolutely not necessary. Was thinking today, they could have thrown a bunch of 'us' in that office, on our worst days, and we would STILL manage better than the over educated, judgemental medical professionals. (No offense to anyone here that is in the medical field. I am talking about local medical care)

What a f*cked up way to be validated of my opinion of this last Dr and how things were done... Leaving me completely without pain meds.. and not giving a damn either... oh well, pain won't kill ya... That's true, but being this many days without anything, certainly makes me want to at least maim someone..nah, couldn't hurt them physically... maybe leave dog shit on their car seat... something along those lines... just for them to have a major inconvenience , and me not care...

I miss the days of blind rage.. (NOT really !!) How many people does it take to mess up one lousy prescription.... hmm, at least 6 I can think of off the top of my head.... All of them from that office.. Nothing simple now days... it's a big money making machine that could care less about humans... not all of them.. but too many to count... ok, I feel 'better' now..

 

[Ronin]

@ladee, homie lemme hide you in a tent.

Cos, I be solving similar frustrations (and lacking a dog, hence also lacking dog shit) on what the f*ck I know to do somewhere *away* from hurting anything (... mosquitos dont count.) and you real sound you could use a pot of hot tea and star gazing too. :hug:

 

[ladee]

Oh yes @Ronin, all that, star gazing, quite, and no mosquitoes... wanna join me? We don't even have to use words if we don't want to... gentle hugs and thank you from my heart...

 

[Ronin]

@ladee, ookay, promise to not even tease ya bout the: Where the hell do you live to have *no mosquitoes* and just watch the stars. (hugs) You welcome. Hang on yes?

 

[ladee]

Oh plenty of mosquitoes here, I was going to go where ever you are @Ronin... surely no blood sucking little critter would mess with our nirvana.. now , if they sucked 'fat' instead of blood, I would hesitate to kill one.... :roflmao::roflmao::roflmao::roflmao::roflmao::roflmao:

 

[Rani G2]

Feeling abandoned, as if some people have forgotten me. Dont know how to deal with this feeling. Right now I wish them bad things

 

[ninja]

Angry.

 

[Ronin]

:bored: Same shit, different day.