VioletButterfly
Diamond Member
Today's devotional entry is about trust and being aware of His presence. I really like the verse suggestions: Isaiah 41:10 and Psalm 62:5-6. I know in my heart that I wouldn't be here if it weren't for the presence of God in my life, and that I wouldn't be able to forge on day after day, year after year.
I was thinking yesterday as I drove to Walmart that I wasn't going to really consider SI as a viable solution any longer. That when I say to myself that I don't want to do this life anymore or when I tell God that I want to come home or to make it all stop, it really is about wanting the life I've had thus far to die. That I want to die to this experience and not that I want to end my life; that I want a better life than the one I've been existing through. I am very thankful for the promises and for my faith, and for His strength, patience, and love.
I was thinking yesterday as I drove to Walmart that I wasn't going to really consider SI as a viable solution any longer. That when I say to myself that I don't want to do this life anymore or when I tell God that I want to come home or to make it all stop, it really is about wanting the life I've had thus far to die. That I want to die to this experience and not that I want to end my life; that I want a better life than the one I've been existing through. I am very thankful for the promises and for my faith, and for His strength, patience, and love.