Is it possible to have two traumas?

[AliciaEff]

I suppose I’ve always thought of my abuse as one big trauma. It never occurred to me that it might be many little traumas instead. It is true that only some of the abuse seems to really affect me, even before therapy, there were parts that just didn’t seem so bad, so I suppose they weren’t trauma, but the other ones were.

 

[Ronin]

Yeah.

I didn't think of much of anything as trauma as shit happens & things I can't just get over / even think of.

And then took stressors & petty shit as traumatic while totally oblivious, or ignoring, the qualifying & more pressing mess.

 

[Friday]

And then took stressors & petty shit as traumatic while totally oblivious, or ignoring, the qualifying & more pressing mess.

Cha. I’m crying over not being able to find my hair tie, not the hole in the ground we’re dumping dead kids in.

:bag: Took me maaaaybe 15 years to tilt my head and go... Huh.

 

[Ronin]

Cha. I’m crying over not being able to find my hair tie, not the hole in the ground we’re dumping dead kids in.

:bag: Took me maaaaybe 15 years to tilt my head and go... Huh.

I lost it the (other week? Idfk. Time flows odd.) over not being able to find a spoon. That I absolutely didn't need. Staring mess, which I gather normal people emoting be a sobbing wreck. Mixing my drinks by hashi since then. Spoons be on my new shitlist. ( :hilarious: ) Whenever someone notices I just claim I upped lvl of ninja fail.

And half of my bills problems with things I totally can pay & sort in 5 mins are still people. :bag: Rather be homeless & moving, thanks.

Normal Life Hulk Out Disorder, for real.