What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Tinyflame]

disappointed
sad hearted
busy
snowed
aware
resigned
hope-less

 

[Wonder Woman]

Overwhelmed.

 

[Tinyflame]

Weary

 

[Deanna]

Stuck
Wishing my life were better
grateful and pissed at the same time
Tired of being a fixer.
Something has come up that I can't fix and I know it

 

[Tinyflame]

Extreme dread for tomorrow.
Alone.
Forsaken I suppose. Because you can't be abandoned, if never connected. Just- expendable I guess. Frightening feeling.
Heightened sense of grief and emptiness.
Fearful.
Tired.

 

[Tinyflame]

I saw some big get togethers re: neighbours/ Easter, wish people would reign in their behaviour long enough to get out of this crisis more quickly, maybe to go back to a more grateful +/or helpful normal, but to be able to return things to some degree of normal. The longer they won't, the longer it will take (JMHO). So, Idk, I feel like many do: out of sorts, discouraged, not very hopeful, tired, not much in terms of resources, empty. Even virtual connecting feels empty and useless/ fraudulent. I'm trying, but it seems there is no point.

 

[whiteraven]

I don't know. I feel "tight" inside. Like a taut bow on a violin. And near tears.

 

[ladee]

I understand what you are feeling @Tinyflame. I see that nothing is going to change. A huge missed opportunity for major changes in our world to make it a better place for humanity.

I feel so discouraged. For millions of people, they will have a 'new' normal. Trying to make sense of their lives without being able to tell family members they loved them before they died. The world will be different, but not better.

I don't feel it's pointless, I do have a purpose, but it just feels so much more lonely than it did.

 

[Tinyflame]

Thank you @ladee . I do hold out hope- somehow- it will change for the positive, but there certainly will be plenty of trauma and sorrow in it's wake. :( And amidst your own trauma, which unfortunately doesn't go away. :cry: :hug: I think the change will and is happening, simply because it's so bad and far reaching. Things that can't and shouldn't have been ignored. A reorientation of what is important. And much suffering and need. :(

And yes it is more lonely, and confusing to me as I go much by what is physical & tangible, and I'm hanging on by a thread. So the absence is- Idk?- confusing? I believe I forgot to remember that there are untangible ways of people telling me to go away, like saying nothing, but now I remember, so I will respect that.

And there's the flip side, of feeling hollow and honest communication being difficult. But I think everything is difficult now. And it doesn't feel uniting, it just feels worrisome and exhausting, or -Idk the word? -insurmountable?, personally and community/ globally-wise?

Hugs to you @ladee . :hug: Xoxox

 

[ladee]

I do understand @Tinyflame. Guess we hold on to the people here as at least we are heard and valued here. And we listen to others. Maybe, for now, we are all we have. But to me, that is a good thing. Many heart hugs to you Tinyflame.

 

[Rani G2]

The call from D>>>>>> toot toot trumpet of lingering resentment/>>> so constant attempts to redirect the conversation to other grounds fails. You are angry about someone who said XYX in 1999?
Dude this is 4/2020 pandemic..? All you Do is recite of a situation from 1999? Seriously?

Feel: Sucked out life from 20 mins talk

 

[whiteraven]

Depressed.