What Bad Shit Have You Done - Daily, As it Comes To You, Your Past, Lets Be Honest

[goingonhope]

My most recent post was, inspired by GR'ass, and the honesty, to delve deeper into my memory.

Will say I'm personally learning much from this thread. Though the reality of what I'm learning is naseuating.

 

[GR-ass]

Is sickening innit to rediscover the crap you have done to yourself.

Your thing about the nurses office reminded me though

Up until I was about 9 from god knows when i used to go into my closet and attempt to hang myself with ribbons tied to the hangers.

Hmms. I think I was screwed up before I was abused. WTF?

 

[anthony]

Ah, so many mistakes in life... I am glad I had the commonsense to learn from them, instead of continue to repeat them nowadays.

- Let my older sister ride a pushbike with no brakes down a very big hill, which a truck came out at the bottom, she swerved and missed the truck, but then stacked the bike and nearly killed herself as a result. Lots of hospitalization for that one. I did try and tell her to let me ride it as I could control them better, but she did insist and I made the choice to give the bike to her instead of just taking off down the hill myself.

I would have gone down it in small bites across the hill, not directly down it, as there where too many roads leading onto it.

 

[Nam]

OMG, Anthony, you just reminded me of something...terrible! I pushed my older sister down some cement stairs when I was four or five? She broke both of her two front teeth and they did not come in until she was SEVEN! That was bad, but now I'm laughing!!!!! She had a gap in her mouth for so long......

 

[anthony]

I used to aggrivate the police to chase us on our pushbikes... they never did catch us as we went through all the little alleys and ways, never taking the same route twice.

I then used to run away from them on my motorbike, riding illegally on the road on my trailbike, going to mates places or the like.

 

[goingonhope]

Anthony, you reminded me of my newest recall of bad shit.

14 or 15 yrs. old a friend and I dragged the metal lifegaurds chair into the pond water. Later they attach. a huge block of thick cement to the bottom of it to create an enorm. heavy base and still she and I dragged it back into the water. Then they dug and buried a railroad tie (I think it's called) below the sand and into the ground and they added more cement along with a large chain and looped it over. Seeing that this was imposs. instead we created firework disturb. in the neighborh. and when the police drove down the very long dead-end road, already prepared we ran ahead and built barracades in front of them. I think I'm rememb. setting one on fire to make it more interesting.

This is some bad shit. Then I thought it was a hoot and a howl. Now, I don't feel the least bit bad for it, as it's forgotten.

 

[jods]

Tried to seduce my friends "man" (little did I know, they weren't actually an item at all, just roomates).
Worked out ok for me in the end as he now is my husband!!
Love u babe!

 

[anthony]

Some mates and I did the "A" typical put dog shit in a bag, put it at peoples front doors and set it on fire, then knocked on the door and ran, laughing our arses off as they stepped on it. Mind you, sometimes when no dog shit was around.... we had to use our own. Piss funny at the time, still now even, but it was another off those bad things I did to people.

 

[anthony]

I used to shoot birds also as a kid... and I actually felt like shit afterwards, and stopped that after a few of them. They didn't do anything wrong. So instead, we went out and shot rabbits and roo's instead, as they are both species allowed to be culled on properties to help control them.

 

[goingonhope]

1992 found myself enraged and so f'n angry at my mother I apparently had placed my hands around her throat and had these terrible feelings and urges. I don't believe I physc. hurt her, I do believe I scared her and myself really bad. Sickening, oh' so f'n sickening.

.........she had turned on my sister and I at about the age of 6, she had to expect something, you just can't abuse and deny causing your own daughters to continue to live daily for yrs., in fears, terror, anguish and grief at the hands of her and some f'n strange lunatic and then blame daughters, and/or look appalled when these same daughters, lose their f'n minds.

Absolutely regret this behavior of mine, and wish this one was not for real, regardless. Rather wishing it was just a bad, bad nightmare.

 

[Dharmabum23]

This seem to be a hard threat to participate in, I have also done a lot of things I am not proud of. I have slept with married men, stolen lots of merchandise to support a crack addiction, I have done things I cannot even mention to support my addiction, Sold drugs out of my apartment, become violent against my mother, spent most of my days drunk out of my mind, trying to forget things taking advantage of people I cared about, but hopefully all that is in the past, becuase I regret all that I have done.

 

[anthony]

Yep Dharma, that is what this is about. Our past is our past, and even though it makes us who we are now, if we learn from our mistakes, it can only make us better people now. Well said Dharma...

I loosened the wheel nuts on a persons car one day that I didn't like much. A very stupid thing to do obviously looking back at it now, but I really wanted to smash this prick in the mouth, but I never got the chance. He knew who did it too... but the problem was that he was dating a friend of mine at the time, and I wouldn't hit him or else I would have lost her as a friend at the time. Nothing bad happened, he realised the wheel was loose from the vibration and found it before it came off.