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Hi... I'm struggling with PTSD-C... I seem to have absolutely no support. Public services are strapped, and countless error omission and inadequacies whilst waiting. I've gone back to work after 1 year, I've never been so weak. Sitting here with more than enough reasons to smile, yet, I cannot ignore the fact that I cannot cope nowhere near as much with anything, than previously. Never mind the "PTSD causerer" issue still ongoing. Never mind the PTSD frequently popping up to say hi... I can't even put a garlic pizza bread in the oven without burning it... I'm so exhausted, having gone back to work.... The workload is at least 4-6 times less in terms of departments im covering, yet my lack of concentration ability, sleep, worry, doubt, shame, flashbacks etc... Just keeps getting in the way... I have nowhere near the brain capacity and capability that I used to... Even reading large chunks of text is difficult.... I'm so near to giving up ... Went back to work to fund therapy, due to unprecedented wait times.... Can I even find a suitable therapist :( had anybody else experienced anything like this ?
I'm quite (non PTSD) resilient hard working mature driven adept... Articulate, calm rational. These days I use swipe text ....
I'm quite (non PTSD) resilient hard working mature driven adept... Articulate, calm rational. These days I use swipe text ....