But I've come to think of the broad difference between PTSD and CPTSD in terms of developmental identity trauma.
Nope. It’s more common in combat vets than victims of child abuse.
Which is a gold star special TO you, rather than dimishing. Most child abusers? Simply repeat the same thing over and over. Yours? We’re, apparently, creative -or- were just the start of things to come.
As in, CPTSD literally warps your self perception of your identity and who you are (negatively). It's not that i think that PTSD couldn't impact your identity and your sense of self, but maybe it's less likely to change the course of how it develops over all?
Yep. Again. Though. Having a sense of identity to be destroyed = more destructive than an evolving sense of identity, adapting to a new hell.
I guess maybe the type of trauma maybe makes a difference too?
Absolutely.
Repested shame-inducing traumas when you're young can essentially alter the course of who you believe yourself to be (e.g 'bad' / 'not worthy') which then goes on to effect how you interact with yourself and others your whole life. This is more in line with CPTSD
Contrast that with someone. Like a POW / Torture Survivor/ Combat Vet who has had their identity complex shattered. Rather than an idea of themselves like an MVA victim who “thinks” they would do XYZ, but finds themselves doing ABC. 1 point of cognitive dissonance versus 10’s of thousands of points of cognitive dissonance.
Would you ever rape someone?
Would you rape someone to save your own life?
Would you rape someone to save their life?
Would you rape someone to save their life & 10 others?
Would you rape someone to save your life AND 10 others from being raped?
Would you rape someone to save 10 people from being raped. And 1,000 people’s lives?
^^^ Is this all imaginary / what you HOPE you would do, or is it something you have actually done??? And the decisions you live with??? ^^^
Most survivors of torture have been faced with these questions, and answered in action. As adults. Not children. Not developmental trauma. Not what ifs, but reality. Complex as hell, no?