I'm feeling relaxed, alive, interested, happy, hopeful, present, rested but tired from the heat, excited and tasting peace as so much is increasingly more and more manageable and hopeful.
On the other hand, I'm feeling anxious, worried and concerned as I get closer and closer to attempting life without me managing and/or self-medicating with ciggerettes.
I should mention that the anxiety, worry and concern I'm feeling is minimal right now because I'm not quite there yet, and my husband is on his way home with another pack of cigg's in hand and it's for me.
I did do it before though and for some yrs., and I remember how this was accomplished, and what I did, so perhaps I'll succeed in putting, and this time keeping them down, and sometime in the near future.
I'm feeling hopeful, ...........and silly at this very moment too. - Ya' sure it's easy to be ready to quit while pretty certain that the next one is on it's way.