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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?
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Hello Everyone!
Today I feel like stopping by PTSD Forum and saying hello to all my friends! And especially a big hug for goingonhope! I will be around a little in the next few days or so, post some new pics, and catch up a bit. Things with me are awesome.
Best wishes to all trauma suvivors everywhere on your path to a better life. :-)
Today I feel like stopping by PTSD Forum and saying hello to all my friends! And especially a big hug for goingonhope! I will be around a little in the next few days or so, post some new pics, and catch up a bit. Things with me are awesome.
Best wishes to all trauma suvivors everywhere on your path to a better life. :-)
You're not alone Nighthawk ! You have us here on the forum with you day in and day out !:)
Copper Stope
New Here
Feeling is a matter of confusion when negative emtioons are involved.
Is this a healthy negative emotion?
I see a positive change in my relations, why am I feeling overwhelmed? Is it trust issues? Yes, but there's the emotion of b.s. to face because I am creating an excuse to distance myself from someone who needs me. Why do they value me? I'm confused, is it a manipulation. People say 'one can always trust their intuition'. I beg to differ based on the definition of PTSD: how does one trust their intuition, what is it, or should I?
Is this a healthy negative emotion?
I see a positive change in my relations, why am I feeling overwhelmed? Is it trust issues? Yes, but there's the emotion of b.s. to face because I am creating an excuse to distance myself from someone who needs me. Why do they value me? I'm confused, is it a manipulation. People say 'one can always trust their intuition'. I beg to differ based on the definition of PTSD: how does one trust their intuition, what is it, or should I?
A stolen car crashed through our fence/garden at 3am.. and stalled right in front of my window.. I was sleeping and I woke up petrified from the sound. I hit major panic mode (cos still kinda half in dream mode I thought it was something extremely severe.. not sure what though) and glanced out the window to find 3-4 young guys swearing their tits off.
I thought about going out and helping them as I thought it was just a car crash but then I decided against it being 3am and a female in a group of angry young dudes. So I went back to bed and thought I heard them leave in the car. But then I couldn't stop thinking of it being a hit and run and having a bloody body gasping for help in my front lawn so I got up and went outside.. no body thank god (damn mind!) but a broken car with no plates and a bunch of debris- no person to be seen.
I called the cops they came, investigated, towed etc etc.. I think I'm still shook up.. I don't know why I didn't wake up anyone else.. I didn't want to disturb them.. I really should have though.
Now I'm sleep deprived and I have to clean my war torn room for an inspection.. "Give me strength inner power o' mine!"
I thought about going out and helping them as I thought it was just a car crash but then I decided against it being 3am and a female in a group of angry young dudes. So I went back to bed and thought I heard them leave in the car. But then I couldn't stop thinking of it being a hit and run and having a bloody body gasping for help in my front lawn so I got up and went outside.. no body thank god (damn mind!) but a broken car with no plates and a bunch of debris- no person to be seen.
I called the cops they came, investigated, towed etc etc.. I think I'm still shook up.. I don't know why I didn't wake up anyone else.. I didn't want to disturb them.. I really should have though.
Now I'm sleep deprived and I have to clean my war torn room for an inspection.. "Give me strength inner power o' mine!"
Lionheart
Not Active
My rage has softened into anger and is dissipating.
I feel lonely, but in spite of this I feel pretty cheerful and happy....(I like communicating with others here).
I feel lonely, but in spite of this I feel pretty cheerful and happy....(I like communicating with others here).
amethist
VIP Member
Apprehensive, but keeping quiet about it.
Hubby decided we would hold a small BBQ party today, 2 friends and my youngest daughter with her partner.
So Wednesday I went food shopping, Thursday, we both went salad shopping. Yesterday morning we pre cooked chicken and ribs, added marinades to both, then refridgerated them ready for today.
Yesterday afternoon he called his friend to confirm the time to come round. His friend has been ill for 18 months and over did it last weekend, when told he could ride his bike again. So will not be coming as it has knocked the stuffing out of him.
So hubby crashed, because his friend is ill again, (Was in a coma for 3 days when he was first taken ill).
Nobody's fault really, just waiting now for hubby top get up and tell me to phone my daughter and cancel the BBQ.
Thank goodness for freezers. :rolleyes:
Hubby decided we would hold a small BBQ party today, 2 friends and my youngest daughter with her partner.
So Wednesday I went food shopping, Thursday, we both went salad shopping. Yesterday morning we pre cooked chicken and ribs, added marinades to both, then refridgerated them ready for today.
Yesterday afternoon he called his friend to confirm the time to come round. His friend has been ill for 18 months and over did it last weekend, when told he could ride his bike again. So will not be coming as it has knocked the stuffing out of him.
So hubby crashed, because his friend is ill again, (Was in a coma for 3 days when he was first taken ill).
Nobody's fault really, just waiting now for hubby top get up and tell me to phone my daughter and cancel the BBQ.
Thank goodness for freezers. :rolleyes:
AngelaMarie
Diamond Member
(((Jasmin)))
I think you did the right thing by staying inside. It could have been a dangerous situation for you. You did what was right, you called the police. I hope the shock passes soon.
I think you did the right thing by staying inside. It could have been a dangerous situation for you. You did what was right, you called the police. I hope the shock passes soon.
Maybe more irritated and angry, but also more optimistic.
Nervous about schoolwork, though; I don't know if I'm cut out for calculus, even though I'm trying to get all of my work finished. I feel like I've asked my professor for too many extensions. I know it's silly to feel like he's going to dislike me just for that, but I can't help it.
Nervous about schoolwork, though; I don't know if I'm cut out for calculus, even though I'm trying to get all of my work finished. I feel like I've asked my professor for too many extensions. I know it's silly to feel like he's going to dislike me just for that, but I can't help it.
AngelaMarie
Diamond Member
I am positive today.
I feel more healthy and a little more healed.
I feel lucky that it seems time are changing. Cross my fingers.:)
I feel more healthy and a little more healed.
I feel lucky that it seems time are changing. Cross my fingers.:)
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