What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Loloma]

((((KP))))

Hang is there, know the feeling I have actually gotten to the stage where I will have my glass on red and pour another and then think what am I doing and pour it back in the bottle.

Your not worthless, you should try what my new T told me. When you start to think negative don't try and fight it, just think of something else (positive). I have been practicing and it does work. ;)

 

[Iam]

Absolutely right Loloma. If we fight the thought we are actually just reinforcing it. along the same lines, I read somewhere instead of thinking "I won't" do whatever it is.....think "I will" what ever it is you want to do instead. Redirecting our thoughts and what we are focusing on to the positive. Sounds easy than it is, but I guess, like with anything else, with practice it gets easier.

Hugs (((KP)))

 

[Sazza]

I'm feeling really sad tonight, tired of my head plaguing me and playing tricks.

 

[jo may]

I'm feeling really sad tonight, tired of my head plaguing me and playing tricks.

I understand you with this feeling 100%, ((((BIG HUGS)))) I hope you start to feel better tomorrow.

 

[jo may]

I got out of bed today at 5pm in the afternoon (I'm not proud of this) and I still felt depressed and sad. I feel depressed, sad, scared and drained. I woke to take my pills at 12pm and have a cuppa but went back to sleep. When I woke at 5pm I still wanted to stay in bed but the hubby wouldn't let me.

I have mentioned a few times that I don't like or trust my CPN and yesterday after a meeting with another health worker, My hubby phoned and complained to her boss and said we would no longer be needing her. So I feel good that it's been sorted as it was stressing me out.

But I also did something very foolish, I stopped taking my pills after I last saw her and now I feel awful. I'm starting to feel a bit better as my hubby convinced me to start taking them again wednesday. But I'm no where near where I was, as I now have all the nasty stuff going on, dizziness, confusion and feel like I'm not actually in my own body it's horrible.

I SWEAR I WILL NEVER TRY TO PROVE MY POINT THIS WAY AGAIN, REALLY ISN'T WORTH IT IN THE END!

 

[jo may]

Awwww how sweet is my pic, sorry feeling very broody but I can't have anymore for health reasons. I feel 'why me' sometimes but it's a wasted thought. I'm very lucky I have my 3, even though the last 2 nearly killed me. Well after my son they said NO more, but I got pregnant with my youngest and she is the one who did the demage. But if people ask I say I did the demage as I ignored my doctor's at the hospital.

I'm feeling a lot better than I was earlier, not so angry and depressed. Not saying it's all rose's but I feel stronger now and I have to keep reminding myself of that.

Plus been on chit chat tonight and I normally do the same few but tonight I looked at others. It helped me a lot, getting things off the chest and remembering things. I feel happy when I think of the people I loved and lost, reminds me how lucky I've been.:p:)

 

[Srain]

JoMay that picture is ADORABLE!!!
((((((((Sazza)))))))))) hugs forever

((((((((((KP)))))))))))gentle hugs

I am sleeping off and on and feeling VERY off...this yuk just won't leave me alone :( It's nice having my hunny home but weird to hear him feel so bad about how he looks...hard for him to understand that his going from running 12hrs a day at work to sitting for 4mos is going to effect a body but it comes off.

I feel responsible for the words coming out of his mouth, for not watching, for not helping but damn that man ALWAYS looks good to me!! Crap I messed up somehow...I don't know, I hate that he doesn't feel good about himself and right now I can't get close to him because I'm sick :( blech

 

[Loloma]

((((Rain))))

Hang in there and take care of yourself. It's so nice to hear that you feel that way about your man, and that you love him so much.

 

[James B.]

I am feeling some sense of loss today.

Last night, while editing very old sketch of place I used to go to get away from my family, in my late teens/early 20s, and I had a break down.

One of those long protracted grief letting moments. I am sort of lost, or feeling like I am in, or near, a void. I have been in these before, and know that 'feeling like dying" is normal. Deep sense of emptiness, with an element of vague nausea.

 

[Sazza]

Awwww how sweet is my pic, sorry feeling very broody but I can't have anymore for health reasons. I feel 'why me' sometimes but it's a wasted thought. I'm very lucky I have my 3, even though the last 2 nearly killed me. Well after my son they said NO more, but I got pregnant with my youngest and she is the one who did the demage. But if people ask I say I did the demage as I ignored my doctor's at the hospital.

(((((((Jomay)))))))))) i to am very broody at the moment but have no kids, don't think i ever will now. My clock is ticking away and i swear i will be single forever. My life is nothing like i thought or wanted it to be and yeah maybe thats my fault. Only me that can do something about it but not sure how to when i don't see a way forward. Glad you have 3 kiddies but sorry you want more but can't must be hard.

Today i am feeling fat and fed up, my head is still trying to play tricks. Everything just feels such a mess and the stress of waiting for answers and what may be is hard, i am on full blown avoidance. Comfort eating is bad but i have no taste at moment but still eating grr.

 

[Sandra]

Watching the football game. So far so good. 3 to 0 for the first quarter for my city. :)

 

[Roline]

I feel horrible today
I'm bad tempered and miserable
I'm tired and fed up and hate the way I am :confused:

I have stopped my tablets and cant be bothered to start them again as I'm not worth it :cry:

Sorry folks - a rubbish day