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Well done KP crowds are not easy things :)
I too think he's a funny guy but my all time favourite is billy connolly. He's doing 2 show's in plymouth next year I so want to go but I'm afraid I wouldn't cope!:(
Avoided another responsibility again. Going home to torture in two days. God give me the patience to survive these next few months. I'm really crashing into the ground again...
My sleep is off schedule and I'm still getting over not feeling well. Venting on another threat helped some, sarcasm usually does ;). I feel pretty much on my own at this point of my recovery and distrustful of those around me physically but it could just be due to sleep issues, keep an eye on it and try to call my reg tdoc about it.
(((JoMay))), Have you thought about setting it as an aim? Build up your exposure to crowds and reward yourself each time. I went with my H. He stayed with me, we didn't arrive until shortly before the performance and then went straight to our seats. I kept doing a body scan to ensure I was OK. I sniffed essential lemon oil and kept grounding. However one Ed came on stage I was fine, I was focused on him.
It was also in a small local theatre which I have been to many times before PTSD.
I'd love to see Billy, he is so funny. I love the TV programmes he does.
I don't think I can do this. Don't know how much longer I can keep crying for. It never seems to end. I just can't see how I'm supposed to get better. I'm so scared.
I feel confused. I think I'm doing OK but I have so many thoughts whirling around. I am seeing a orthopaedic consultant tomorrow, he will assess my neck etc for my compensation claim, I am seeing my GP on Thursday about my psoriasis and my worry that I will never manage full time work again, I have booked for an overdue girlie test (yuck) next week and a well woman check. Huh, well woman that is a contradiction of terms.
I feel as if all my balls are in the air and I dare not let them fall.
(Nicolette) You working to hard? Make sure you get some breaks Sweetie, even a few minutes to breath and relax before diving in again. x
((((KP)))) You are doing amazing! All these appointments and the compensation hanging over you pluss worying about your future job wise is enough to confuse anyone. x
((((Me)))) Confused about how I feel and where I'm at in therapy. I feel like I've hit a brick wall and can't break through. I've got lots of patience with others and non for myself! I think too much and it is exhausting!