What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Britt.f7]

Hmmm. A little baffled.

 

[jennin2012]

Drained....very drained, cried for the very first time since the day they stole my sense of self, my ability to smile just because, my love of going for a walk, my ability to leave my house without to burden of terror, the day before meds. I miss the days that I could bathe and feel clean, say good morning to a stranger, believe in a bright future. I hate that days are filled with the struggle to want to be alive.

 

[Estacia]

PTSD

 

[Changing4Best]

A little out of sorts. I have a sinus infection, so that could be why.

 

[goingonhope]

Since far too great of stress and too high of various expectations is chiefly what is playing into making me so very ill, I will redouble my efforts to continue to see what I can do to eliminate some of it.

Since it is morning and I have woken up late, I feel rested. The lower back on both sides ache, but the upper half is being kind, feels far lighter and somewhat loose, no pressure or pain in my head and I start this day new.

I mustn't just up and forget yesterday's experience and today I'll try again to see to it that I secure certain further professional care and management, as I cannot just relive such long days of panic and anxiety without any relief or hope.

Besides somewhat sore, I feel wishful this morning. Generally, I do and can believe in myself, just not in all aspects and especially when I am overwhelmed.

 

[DharmaGirl]

I'm feeling walked on but I'm also feeling pretty stable for not having seen my T twice a week. Only twice this month.

 

[Trembling]

I feel like a grenade short before exploding!

 

[Spiderallis]

I feel like a low-life dirtbag. That inner critic went into overdrive when I cracked and lost part of a tooth. Logic doesn't enter into it, it's on a loop that I'm a toothless gutter hag.

 

[99Phoenix99]

I'm concerned. The ER gave me pain killers for the ovarian cyst as well as an anxiety med. I know if I didn't have the anxiety pills I'd be freaking out. This is the first te I've ever been on an anxiety med or mood altering med. I have 10 days worth. I'm ok now... But when I run out? I'm really scared how I'll be, especially because surgery is being thrown out as a possibility

 

[CraftyCath]

((((((((Monster, Trembling, Spiderallis))))))))

I feel much better today. My lads didn't speak to me yesterday nor I to them but I spent the whole day away from the house today and they were so helpful when I got home. I think they know how much they hurt me - i felt like they had taken my heart and rung it out.

I still feel tired and queasy and I forgot some of the stuff I needed to buy from the shops but I managed it. I even drove there and back through freezing fog.

Thanks to everyone for the support. x

 

[CraftyCath]

But when I run out?

See your doctor Pheonix. I have gradually reduced them in the past. One, then half, then 1/4. See how you feel but definitely book to see your doctor.

((((((((((Sending you gentle :hug:'s))))))))

 

[99Phoenix99]

I'm very grateful for this site and everyone here. I've never accepted or wanted help from others before ... But now that I'm in a tight spot again I'm seeing for the first time how nice it is to rely on others. To accept their kindness. It's overwhelming. And I actually feel CONNECTED right now.

Thank you CraftyCath I'll definitely take your advice