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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Thanks, Safenow.

Not sure what to do. I want to move. I have found this really nice small holding in the middle of know where in Devon. Trying to think of ways I can do it financially. If I am stuck here in this rut, what can I do to get me out of it? should I put in the effort to get to know this guy better if I want to move anyway? If I get to like this guy and it works out and I turn down the small holding and then he f*cks off I am back in that rut. If I move I might have lost someone that could have been the one. If I move out there am I isolating myself even more? But it is something I really want, just not on my own.

Heads going round in circles.

Saffy :)
 
If I am stuck here in this rut, what can I do to get me out of it? should I put in the effort to get to know this guy better if I want to move anyway?

Saffy, I really hope you can afford to move. It would be good for you to get out of there. Get to know your young man, but don't plan the rest of your life by him. At this point in time, you don't know if he's going to be a keeper or not. Just my .02 cents.

Cancer SUCKS!

Yes, I totally agree with you. I'm so sorry to hear about your husbands issue. I hate everything involved with cancer. This is my fourth round with it. Last time, I almost lost my leg, because I started hemorrhaging, and the idiot doctor forgot to take the tourniquet off once they got it under control. It started off as a simple little tumor on the bottom of my foot, and turned into a major deal. Wouldn't it be nice if just for once everything didn't turn into such a big deal? I am so sick of all the drama in my life. I'm looking forward to boring. LOL
 
(((Trauma girl))) My heart goes out to you. I am so sorry you have to go through another surgery. I hope you have someone with you while you wait for hime while he is having surgery. I wish you guys did not have to go through this. What a painful and costly education.

I hope the doctors and staff and surgeons are on the top of their game on this with your husband. Please take good care of you and meet your needs the best you can. You are all in my heart and prayers for a good outcome. Many hugs.
 
Challenged is the feeling describing me today. I'm not feeling well mentally or physically, though thankfully I am feeling better than I did yesterday at least. I'm up. I'm not dressed other than my jammies, nor do I plan to be at all today. Breakfast was a candy bar and some coffee (grin). If I get it enough together to cook anything for lunch, that will be a great win for me, just to cook something.
 
I almost feel guilty, I feel so good. I feel so at peace with myself. I sleep ok and I am on top of things that need to be done. I love feeling this way. I have no crises and though I have worries about my daughters financial situation it is on the back burner and I trust they will find a way to survive. I hope her car does not get repossessed.

Her ex is a big flake, he quit his job so he does not have to pay child support and that leaves my daughter with no money. She needs help from the powers that be. I hope they get him for arrears.

But I feel a peace about it. I am weary of worrying and stressing about things outside of my control. A new sign of personal strength in me.
 

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