No One Wants Me

[jacx]

Thank you all so very much for your kind words and good advice.

@sun seeker I think you're right, but doesn't it seem weird that I'm in crisis mode now, 10 years after the accident? My therapist says that job loss & long illness are stressful for anyone, but most people don't have trauma like I do. He's not a trauma therapist, but I couldn't afford to see any of the guys who specialise in treating trauma. I think therapy is helping, I want it to be faster though.

Thank you again. I'm away visiting friends this weekend so I'll read your replies over again when I'm back home.

 

[sun seeker]

I think you're right, but doesn't it seem weird that I'm in crisis mode now, 10 years after the accident?

No, not if you have PTSD. It can happen that way. Something triggers off the original trauma and wham, there you are as if it happened yesterday.