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My SA has been approved to go to school with me! He's been going with me for two weeks He's been doing super well. He has little mistakes sometimes but it's nothing that we can't work on! Some students have been absolutely terrified of him and I have no idea how to approach that? like at least...

My girlfriend over time has said some really ableist things to me. And I feel like when I try to explain to her or tell her that I can't do certain things she doesn't care or ignores me. She doesn't want to learn about our system or learn my preferred name. I just... I don't know. I think she...

Well, I wasn't really given a choice lol. My girlfriend would volunteer me for things and I started school again so it always gets me out of the house.

Another night of staying up and wishing I was dead

Falling back into old habits these last two weeks. Barely gone to school or had contact with my girlfriend or my friends. Everything is just too much. I have no f*cking energy and I'm so angry and exhausted and UGH. I'm so f*cking tired of feeling like this.

I am in therapy but the feelings haven't changed yet

I've been feeling really distant lately. From everything really. My friends don't really need me. My girlfriend is fine without me. The things I used to be passionate about, like writing or learning to play music, don't feel worth it. I'm so f*cking tired all the time and I don't feel like...

Does anyone else not feel able to go out with people more than a certain amount of time a week? I hate going out anywhere anymore because it's so draining. I get startled so easily even whenever I am being hypervigilant and just interacting with people at all exhausts me immensely. I feel...

Tomorrow is my first appointment with a psychiatrist in Illinois where weed has become completely legal and I was wondering if I should bring up getting a medical card? My therapist has recommended it along with my other medications and I was wondering if anyone else has one and if it helps? Any...

I know that in the end... Relationships aren't everything. They don't mean that I am less or more of a person, but man am I tired. I feel like I've tried everything and I still attract the worst kinds of people or the good people that I do attract I end up being too much for. I'm so tired of...

I'm so lucky to have a therapist that genuinely cares about me and wants to see me succeed. I haven't been able to see her for the past few months due to financial problems and I feel as though my recovery process has restarted. It hasn't, not really anyway. I'm not starting at ground zero, but...

I'm so tired of feeling like this. I hate it. My anxiety is so bad that I'm yet again rescheduling an appointment this morning because the thought of going has my stomach in knots and the thought of going outside makes me want to cry. It shouldn't be this hard. I don't want to do this. I want so...

I know they probably mean well but it doesn't help it just makes me feel even more guilty ... I am in therapy! I'm trying to get back into regular sessions instead of just once in a while. As far as school goes I've set up some advising appointments and I should be taking some summer classes...

I'm lucky enough to be in a position that I can heal at home. After moving back home my mother (While once an abuser) has heard of all the trauma I went through and is letting me stay home and just get ready to go back to school. I hate leaving my room. I haven't left the house in... months...

I don't currently. I've been considering asking my Pyschritrist about it. I probably will at my next appointment. I'm just so tired all the time that at this point I'll take anything.

I'm so tired of waking up in the middle of the night or not sleeping at all. These dreams kill me. I relive all the things they've done to me all day long and even my dreams don't let me get any rest. It's like my brain loves to see me suffer. I always start out having a normal dream and then it...

I didn't sleep last night... I had too many flashbacks to even try sleeping.

Thank you all so much. I really appreciate all the support.

I feel so alone. I've felt alone for years. I am so isolated and terrified of the outside world that I just stay home. Every time I walk outside my doors or let someone into my life I'm just brought more trauma and I'm terrified, but I can't do this alone. I've come so close to committing...