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im sick of going to the doctors because they hardly ever have any answers for me. strange things always happen to me, basically every single day. yesterday i slept for over 24 hours straight. i didnt take any sleeping pills or anything like that. i hadn't been awake longer than usual either...

I put a ciggarette in my mouth and walked outside and lifted the lighter up to my mouth to light my cigg, but than i realized the cigg wasnt in my mouth anymore.... i didnt know what happened to it. i looked on the ground to see if i dropped it but i didnt see it anywhere. i didnt feel it fall...

there is this constant thought that i always have in the back of my mind all through out every day. , it never goes away. i always think "what if someones watching?, what if theres a hidden camera in here?, what if theres an audio recorder?, what if someones hacked into my phone and reading all...

the thing i dont understand is... im hearing a specific sound that i heard when i was attacked... so its not the traumatic part of the incident that i keep reliving... its just A NOISE i HEARD DURING THE ATTACK. during the attack i know the noise was real.. because i saw the thing that made the...

not sure if this is just part of dissociation or if its something else, but ive noticed ive been doing this a lot lately. if someone asks how im doing, i dont know what to say because i dont feel terrible, but i dont feel great, and i dont feel okay either. so ill answer them like "well i dont...

i feel like im always dissociated. i dont have split personalites, but it just seems like my mind is absent almost all the time. im always confused, cant remember anythibgn, feel stupid, i use to have such a drive and motivation for life, but now i just dont take life seriously anymore, lots of...

I cant stand the sound of hearing anyone scream. even if its just kids playing outside. hearing the sound of screaming makes me extremely angry. it makes me feel like im going crazy. one time when i was having a break down and i kept hearing screaming, i started screaming at the top of my lungs...

it seems like im always thinking to myself "how did that many hours go by so fast? i barely did anything" for most people time only flies when they are having fun or if they are super busy. but this happens all the time when im not having fun and not busy either. its basically everyday, and i...

i am falling apart. i cant do it anymore. i feel like im stuck deep in the depths of a black hole with no hope of ever being able to climb out. ever since i got with my ex its like this black cloud has been hovering over me. he was evil, more evil than i could ever imagine being with. i dont...

i feel like im losing my mind, sometimes when little things happen i get so anxious and depressed that i literally feel like i cannot do anything. all i can do it sit in a chair or lay on my bed and stare off into space. it disables me, and i try to tell myself to get up and do something, but i...

i dont think its agoraphobia becauase i dont have a panic attack every time i leave. years ago id leave my house and come back several times everyday. now i struggle to leave once a day for 10 minutes. i just want to hide out in my house with no other people around 95% of the time. and the other...

ive pretty much gotten use to waking myself up yelling on a regular basis, and kicking too. but in the past few months ive noticed something new. my body keeps violently jerking awake right as im about to fall asleep. i know theres something called "hypnotic jerk", but this seems a little...

i feel like im going insane. one minute ill be talking about how i feel about my ex boyfriend, and i say stuff like "im so f*cked up, im basically useless and a waste of space on earth, he should have just blasted my f***ing head off with his pistol or beat me to death, hes a pussy for not...

i cant handle making phone calls to businesses where they make you respond to an automated voice system, especially if its hard to get a hold of an actual human being. i get extremely extremely angry. livid doesnt even begin to describe the intensity of the rage i feel from it. I dont make phone...

almost everytime im reminded of past traumas (mostly getting abused) i feel phsycially sick. at first i feel anxious as hell, and than i get really dizzy and feel like im about to faint. its sometimes so intense that i just lay on the bed for a while cause i feel like i might faint if i stand...

lately theres been a few different times when i was very angry and worked up about something and i start to think that certain people are trying to upset me, but than later on after ive calmed down, i realize that they werent doing anything on purpose to try to upset me. why does this happen...

i feel like ive been through far more than i can handle. i use to hang out with friends all the time, and couldnt stand staying at home for long. now i just shut everyone and everything out everyday all the time. i spend over 23 hours a day at home alone. i dont think thats normal at all. when...