General 100 Mile An Hour Brain And Numb Legs.

[Deleted member 12723]

Kudos for you Amethist for doing such a stellar job. Pat yourself on the back. You are amazing. It shows how much practice you have had. You have such a calm and a peace about you going through this experience with your husband. It is true, staying calm produces better results. I find that this attitude helps with my husband tremendously. Great big cyber hugs.

 

[amethist]

Hubby told me last night, that he now feels as if he is on a manageable level with it all.

He has not felt like this for a very long time, so maybe all this needed to happen to be able to sort it out.

He still has trouble sleeping through the night though, so will have to see where we go with that later.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am glad Amethist. I hope his sleeping goes back to straight through the night soon. You are doing an excellent job. No wonder you both love each other so much.

 

[amethist]

AAARRRRGGGG here we go again, back to 100 mile an hour brain.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

(((Amethist))) I am so sorry. When it rains it pours. I know it is an old cliche but it is true. I thought things were stabalizing. Make sure you treat yourself to kind things to do. Get out of the house if you can. My heart goes out to you.

I really feel with you. I understand how tired you must feel. You are in my prayers if that is ok. Big hugs.

 

[amethist]

360 deg turn around today.

This morning it was like nothing had ever been wrong with him.

He washed up, changed the cat litter went to see his dad, (If he got there), then went to meet his friend for a couple of pints.

Tomorrow could be back to reality, he has a doctors appointment in the morning, which always puts him on edge.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Crossing my fingers for you. Try to do something kind for you while he is gone. I know you will take good care of yourself. It is amazing how each day is different. I do not like that about ptsd. You are a real trooper. You amaze and inspire me to keep on keeping on. Big bear hugs.

 

[Maggiemay]

*hugs* to ur husband and to you for being so amazingly supportive! ;)

I know the exact feeling ur talking about -not at all nice & scary! I have learn to understand it in terms of depersonalisation and reaction to extreme stress - T explained it as being how I protected myself as a child from the abuse.

Xxx

 

[amethist]

The doctors went well, he managed to explain most of what has happened over the last few weeks himself. It took him a while to get going, but once he did he was on a roll.

He has to go back in a months time, just to check he is still doing OK on the slightly increased meds.

 

[Maggiemay]

Glad drs went well *huggles* to you both xxx

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I wish you both the best. I sure hope he mellows out for you. You sure a an amazing phenomanal person. Big hugs.

 

[amethist]

So far so good. Onto day 3 of a good run.

He had a slight head rush last night, but that was because of something he was watching on TV. He took him self into the kitchen and calmed himself down in a few minutes.