5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[BlackbirdSinging]

1. I don't want my daughter to leave.

2. I'm going to be lonely when my daughter leaves.

3. I'm worried about someone close to me.

4. I love my kids.

5. I need to distract myself.

 

[Marie E.]

1. Awaiting the plumber.
2. Bathroom sink is unclogged.
3. May 4th, hurry up!!
4. World is not so scary! ;)
5. I am almost content with present moment.

 

[UnKnown-Self]

I will not open my iPad before getting out of the bed tomorrow morning.

I will not take it to the bathroom with me either

I will get some overdue tasks done

I know everyone has problems. I know it not always about me. I wish I didn't feel overwhelmed with the need to apologize and explain when I just want to be left the f*ck alone and not have sunshine shooting from every pore.

I'm tired

 

[Sandstone]

1. The weekend is when I can leave the house
2. I'm going to finish the blocks for my first full sized quilt today
3. Sausage meatloaf and a big salad
4. I miss who I used to be
5. Blue tits and coal tits are still attacking the windows

 

[Anrish]

1. Still clothes to iron over here.
2. Glad I found a nice "get better" card for a colleague who is sick.
3. Like my new mobile case - looks grumpy and "Don't touch my phone" is written on it. :laugh:
4. Started a nutrition diary.
5. Worried about my parents.

 

[UnKnown-Self]

Wonders what blue and coal tits are.

Glad that I got things done today

Not glad that it is just a drop in the bucket

I have too much shit because I have too many interests

Eddie the explorer is my best friend and I love him even when he's a pain in the ass

 

[Deleted member 29920]

what blue and coal tits are.

They're little birds we have in Britain (probably other parts of Europe too) - https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Coal_tit
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eurasian_blue_tit :)

 

[Anrish]

1. Giving up.
2. Worthless all day.
3. How to survive?
4. That's no living.
5. Just functioning.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

@Anrish :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:

 

[UnKnown-Self]

:hug:Thank you @Cj77 for taking the time to post a link about tits (couldn't resist)
I would love to learn about different species of birds. I think one of the things I will do this summer is take my camera and go bird watching. I just can't stay very still for long though

@Anrish so often we simply have to get through the day :hug:
:hug: Just keep writing here, or in your private journal. I'm glad you shared so many of has have been, are or certainly will be in that place. We got you kiddo.

Had a dream that turned into a nightmare and Eddie was talking. Then his voice got mean. I woke up, woke him up by calling him to the bed and he snuggled with me. Of course I made sure he couldn't talk.

Glad I feel better today yesterday was bad with the flu like symptoms.

Wonders if anyone watches Game of Thrones... I have to wait until I get home today.

 

[Sandstone]

1. What else can I eat?
2. Why can't it be yesterday?
3. How far can I go towards vanishing?
4. Every night I reinforce an oak and steel door to my mind, but stuff is leaking round the edges. I can't block it up totally because there seems to be someone in there who needs to breathe???????
5. What else can I eat?

 

[Ronin]

1. I'd prefer to go back to ___ (years long trauma histories). Fml, am I really /that/ annoyed? Or that craving having somewhere productive to put effort to? Geez.
2. Yeah, dear social worker, I have no idea why the system is useless either. Long rants on having very exact ideas, but too bad, I've done enough, and I plain out don't f*cking care.
3. I miss ____ (Point 1 Shithole)
4. Dear body, we're not having hot war, yesterday, cold war, today, wars. We're at practicing peace & calmness & not attaching.
5. Thinking of quite a couple of people but nope, I'm not talking to people, /until I'm darned calm & collected enough/. Random shout outs in threads don't count.