5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Ronin]

1. Gross. Not even action kills... whatever this is.
2. Was right to ask if that was meant, or my usual shenanigans.
3. ... But back to If in doubt, lie.
4. (Just want them all to be done talking about that weee bit of things that to me were weee bit of five years)
5. ... & N. to be back alive. Most of all, that.
6. (Behind on mail.)

 

[Rani G2]

That IS smart, to even make that step back & think of something reflectively.

Thanks @Ronin :)

- Encountered Hippie festival with " wanna BE" Yogis. Flower chains and Love/peace for all, preaching.

Decided to listen, look, eat. World saving mantras are painful but interesting when people believe that jabber

Jazz calms the mind ya

Left black and white arena

Killed an insect at the festival

 

[Muttly]

1) except for this thread, why am I so blocked at posting here?
2) effing hell the cat is throwing up again
3) I hate not knowing
4) I also wish that package would hurry up and arrive
5) Happy May Day

 

[Teasel]

Baby step is still progress innit?
Drowning, passive and active
I'm ok actually
Trip away soon
Change of scenery exciting

 

[Ronin]

1) Wannabe hippies sound cute, I keep running into gnatsies & their own personal army of stanning them cops
2) Which almost reminded me of that trigger I am suppoosed to be working on :whistling:
3) But nah. Why roses are love & not loyalty & murder, & other confusing tattoo languages first.
4) NC X2 ftw teamwork
5) ... Forgot that second glove on an island, former therapist. Just reminding myself when I am with codes, if triggers & stressors erase out the where. I see it. I hear it. It makes 0 sense. Overlay.

 

[Rani G2]

Psychology Analphabet... Whats A?whats B again? So whats with this /Selfacceptance/Thing?

I read it everywhere.. Ask Mr. G.o.o.g.l.e.!!!

Not self-adulation? Why does it sound fatalistic? What am I misinterprating?

Saying right now "its just the way it is right now.. tomorrow things are different and you choose differently or not" all open.. Ahhhhh OK.

Served food, need to re-check for me. Always.

 

[intothelight]

Change is a double edged sword.
Seeing things in a new light and shinning it in the shadows.
I know I can do this even if it is scary.
Life seems to be equal parts of good and bad, with a whole lot of routine mixed in right now.
Just do and don't overthink.

 

[Muttly]

1) Got a deepish bite by a cat today. The one work injury that scares me. Luckily I'm already on antibiotics for a sinus infection. Hopeflly that covers it.
2) Heh, and I'm still a lot less afraid of working with cats than a lot of folks. <shrugs> It always strikes me as odd, how many small animal practice staff are afraid of cats. I mean, they know the danger (cat bites are bad for infection and when a cat is aggressive, they are meaner, more agile and less predictable than dogs, so in a way I understand. But still, if you are in a small animal practice there are going to be cats and there are going to be problem ones.... and this little guy is just a scared feral rescue. Isn't his fault. His whole world has been turned upside down and he's already learned the "fight to survive" lesson. Actually, I think it was a she. And her sister was pretty sweet so good on her.
3) Wow. That was a long number 2.
4) So excited for Monday. I finally get a day off and my new computer comes. (My computer completely died and I hate hate using my phone).
5) In spite of the cat bite, I enjoyed the fact that today I was working more with the animals than most days.

 

[Teasel]

So it's good I feel vulnerable
Ain't half raw
Shame too
There there berlinda
Grief

 

[Ronin]

1) *Sits with Ber & teas* & a tight hug & likely a plushie giraffe too
2) K, meeting reporters of my teens years... may NOT be as bright an idea as I thought.
Least the same scum as I remember him, though, better IDs than looks. (Find the advantage gaddamn.)
3) ... & a missing line of broken 16 fourth walls.
4) Need to ask certain someone what the hell was up with that Italian.... or whyy, on earth, did we both tease such an elderly guy with languages unknown to him
5) Dear Venezuela, stop pissing me off, altogether, I need to keep avoiding (.... For Gelly. & We are avoding that, too, b/c my therapist is not paid nearly enough for this shit.)
6) No Es Facil... & other life is haard teases about banks that were not robbed, & calm the f*ck down, R, there is humooor.

 

[Rani G2]

Family member dies-Everyone is pouring out their condolences in theatrical manner_ I love you so much, and you were this and that’s“Man... if I die, I‘m glad I don’t have to listen to this sh* pseudo caring poop. Truth is, Do they really care that much? Or I‘m just a heartless cold b*

Why does that irritate you so much? You could ignore, you could tell yourself that everyone has their own/individual ways of responding to a situation. It shouldn’t irritate you that much P

I can’t deal with humans

I don’t want to learn right now

F* the ability to empathize, I wonder if this empathy is overrated...check your moral terms first

 

[ChildofGod]

I would love to karaoke.
I want to go dancing.
I want to have a social life of some sort.
If I can feel horribly about myself, then I can also feel amazing and strong and beautiful.
I am glad the weather is much cooler today.