5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Anrish]

1. Good book out in the sun.
2. Well enough to do some sports again.
3. Stil have to wash the dishes. :wtf:
4. Slept through Yoga...:cool::sorry:
5. Will do my keyboard practise next.

 

[ladee]

1. My son is in over his head with the 'family'.
2. He knows everything, so hard lessons to be learned.
3. I am in charge of ME, no one else.
4. My family is evil.
5. I hate to see my son hurt by these people.

 

[jaccat]

Who knew that opening a window could make such a difference to my mood?
4 books down, 1 book to go.
I love walking in the rain.
Disappointed I didn't manage 10,000 steps today.
I'm watching a very strange episode of Columbo. Can't believe I've never seen it before.

 

[Recovery4Me]

1. @jaccat ...OMG You did NOT do 10,000 steps?:facepalm: Dialing the Step Police as we speak !!!:laugh::hug:
2. Jaccat is too hard on herself...need to visit her more and love her up. Here extra hugs :hug::hug::hug::hug:
3. @Anrish I am excited about you playing piano and being in the sun! Xx to you and yours
4. @ladee Happy FurBaby-Mother's Day!
5. I am having a Happy Mother's Day tomorrow because I am the main Mom in my life and those others in my 3-D world can stay away from my tree-house.:p:cool: Sometimes I need to be selfish.

 

[corvidae]

1: tiny, yellow tomatoes that resemble the sun until the Real Sun makes a cameo from behind the clouds.
2: watching harry potter for the millionth time.
3: orange juice? when did i buy orange juice? hmm.
4: very sore, with scratches and now clothing that smells like a campfire.
5: why is my life turning into the board game Clue?

 

[Ronin]

1. Still angry at my hand. It's pissing me off & as most things pissing me off I'll make it cooperate whether it wants or not.
2. Suun.
3. Still at grief, distracting it by nonsense I *can* change, see one.
4. I need more carrots & celery.
5. France.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

1. Wish I had energy
2. Life worries me
3. Gotta stay positive
4. Mmm Reese's peanut butter cup :hungry:
5. Gotta un-isolate myself

 

[corvidae]

1: family drama: can't you stay locked in a box away from me?
2: vegan slumgullion: (almost) impossible, like many things in my life (still eating bowl of it).
3: why are there fang marks on the celery?
4: out of coffee AND honey!
5: if political "races" were more like the kentucky derby, they might would be more entertaining. (ie: the nominee will be the first candidate to finish a sprint around both the house and senate chambers while also reciting from memory the declaration of independence. ooooh, there could be post positions and handicapping (let's see those guys sprint in heels with handbags) and everything. meanwhile, folks could view that on c-span, wear fancy hats, and drink mint juleps.)

 

[Ronin]

1. While looking where to put shoelaces I found my survival kit and cracked up. It had that one smoke I've been angsting about on days how what I need is Only One Cigarette to set my mood back to Smooth, Clear, Calm, and Coping.
2. Here goes my 'so wedding' former ring, too. Didn't like realizing I've been f*cking healthier back then, objectively / weight, finger shape.
3. Nevermind, Robinsoning, not undigging treasures.
4. Fruits & veggies refilled, which made me happier.
5. So did a new haircut, finally. Hair + Freedom associations apparently still current, no matter how much I tell them they're old and to get lost.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

1. Wish I was in Italy. In a beautiful garden
2. At least we got sun today here :)
3. Why did T ask if I trust in myself I'm not mad? :O_o::cautious:
4. No panic today, yay!
5. Why do I have the appetite of a big hungry animal?!

 

[Tinyflame]

1.

The fruit not the birds.

:giggle:
2.

. Life worries me

. Me too. :( :cry:
3. Made it through anniversaries. Was able to go out of sight & collapse once. That was 'nice'. Spent most of saturdy & sunday apologizing in my head to dead people.
4. Learned no one can be happy until they're calm first. No wonder, between home & ptsd difficulties, vs feeling calm & safe.
5. Heard even giving a smile is giving/ doing something. That's nice. All I am able sometimes.

Oops..more..
1. Rage of others think comes part from the train of thought after thought they have. Especially plus alcohol.
2. Scary but easier for me to be vulnerable when I have to communicate.
3. Feel anxious. :(
4. Think I can't create a 'safe place' in my mind becuase it must include some fear or danger to feel realistic. But I don't feel safe alone, in dealing with 'stuff'.
5. Hard to overcome feelings of not-worthy-of-anything/ everything. Not related- hugs to all xox.

 

[Tinyflame]

1. I think I went through a period of ODD s kid. Though cysts on the ovaries can produce those symptoms. But it preceded ptsd, at 11 or 12, as did starting smoking, so not that. All I know is at 5/ 6 with a surgery my mom laughed & said to the Dr where cn we get sedatives to bring home with us.
2. My moles are losing color. That is lucky. I've had many severe sunburns that created them. About 4-5 that I probably should have gone to Hospital. Once the teacher called me in, thought it was 'burned' not 'sunburned'.
3. Worried, nothing to do with the above.