5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Missycat]

*Doc appointment went well - she told me off a little cos id reduced one of my meds - whoops ha ha (well it does seem to have worked - Dr Missycat at your service !)
*Cardio doc appointment tomoz - feeling positive
*Its a good day cos AF has thankfully buggered off (please dont come back)
*Gonna sit in sun and have a cuppa
*Thinking and hoping that all my friends on the forum are having a good day / and if in bed a good nights rest xx :)

 

[Anrish]

1. Sunshine!
2. Sudden thunderstorm?! :eek:
3. Wet Anrish...:meh:
4. Tasty cake!
5. Ture's here and even supports me in my fantasy - challenges my ex there.

 

[Ronin]

1. C, conking anything on the head doesn't constitute CBT.
2. No, really, it doesn't.
3. Worth coming home to.
4. Boy, how did we even do distances with no internet?
5. Letting the nature deliver the call, is how. Thinking of each other.
6. This is a fifth-B point, in which I again miss Nigeria. Facepalm.

 

[moshpitmunkey]

1.) will I ever/can I ever change?
2.) I dont feel like a person sometimes
3.) wondering what a normal life feels like
4.) I hate that I clam up whenever potential T calls
5.) can't talk to romantic interest about personal issues

Great thread

 

[sedna]

I know that worrying that my old dog will die is not the only reason I wont sleep now.

I've been keeping myself up again even though I have ambien because I like being so tired I can only think about whats in front of me.

I like being pushed to the edge or too exhausted to think because I cant feel much that way.

I know an 18 year old girl broke my heart with her sadness last week. I've been numb to how it feels to have so much intensity to your pain that you think
you will die. I could feel it just looking at her face and I wanted to tell her it'll be okay.

I couldnt bring myself to tell her things get better. Not because I didnt believe it, but because I felt that she sensed that I've never been happy.
I'm not a credible example of turning out okay.


I feel guilty that when my boys look at me with that kind of sadness, it doesn't break my heart the way she did.

 

[Missycat]

@coco9 :hug:s

 

[Anrish]

1. Lazy, lazy, lazy day...
2. Rain means rest.
3. Will go to a chapel close by - lucky memories.
4. Ture, please be real.
5. Need someone to wash my dishes. :p

 

[Missycat]

*feeling positive after cardio appointment yesterday
*should get out of bed, things to do today
* Mmm wonder if partner is making breakfast
* Looking forward to seeing co-workers today
* the sun isnt playing out today

 

[Deleted member 29920]

@coco9 :hug:

feeling positive after cardio

that sounds good, I'm happy for you :hug:

*washes Anrish's dishes* *rhymes* :hug::D

SUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNN!!! :) :) :)

No need for more when you got sun :p

 

[Ronin]

1. Ha. Just as I thought. Certain someone was full of bullshit that's not required. Or mattering anywhere outside of his delusional bubble.
2. Dear C, congratz on yesternight.
3. Goodbyes are hard. But flying on.
4. What's up with that lacking dexterity.
5. Body, stop whining, we're a bloody team.

 

[Tinyflame]

1. A woman with a service dog slapped his nose then slapped his nose hard with a circular thick interwoven leash. I'm sure he (?) was trying to signal her he had the 'dire rears'(!) and was trying to be good but he was desperate, put his paw on her & cried too, & his nose on her leg. I thought that & then he literally passed gas. :wideeyed::yuck: Then she hit his nose, twice. I should have told her. :( It didn't cross my mind to speak up :( , because it's her service dog, & she looked like she was having a bad day.
2. Poor dog. he/ she's so good & she can't seem to see it. :(

 

[Ronin]

@Junebug, bad days are not an excuse for animal or other abuse, but her shameful behavior is hers to correct, solely. You haven't done badly by not telling her; and perhaps you'll speak up some other instance, if encountering someone like her. You told /us/, that is speaking up TOO.