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Recovery4Me
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1. @Anrish Apple pancakes...:hungry: One of my favorites
2. I just brought home two small bags of golden delicious apples (from the reduced rack) and am making chunky applesauce tomorrow.
3. I also wanted to treat myself and bought a small bag of Morning Joe (one of my favorite coffees by StarBucks). I am drinking it now and feel very rich.:roflmao:
4. I have been very fortunate to jiggle my computer cord and make it work. I often look like I am having a spasm then have to sit very still, less I move it and the power goes poof.:rolleyes:
5. Some days being poor is hard to take...some days I can actually laugh about situations.:) Today I can laugh, as I am drinking wonderful coffee and made it to my next food allotment.
* @Junebug :hug::hug: sorry you are sad, hon. Xxxx:hug::hug:
2. I just brought home two small bags of golden delicious apples (from the reduced rack) and am making chunky applesauce tomorrow.
3. I also wanted to treat myself and bought a small bag of Morning Joe (one of my favorite coffees by StarBucks). I am drinking it now and feel very rich.:roflmao:
4. I have been very fortunate to jiggle my computer cord and make it work. I often look like I am having a spasm then have to sit very still, less I move it and the power goes poof.:rolleyes:
5. Some days being poor is hard to take...some days I can actually laugh about situations.:) Today I can laugh, as I am drinking wonderful coffee and made it to my next food allotment.
* @Junebug :hug::hug: sorry you are sad, hon. Xxxx:hug::hug:
1. @Recovery4Me, oor we can think up all the rich people things we totally need... and figure a cheaper way to get to them, & how to replace them without. ;) Mad skills, us.
2. Imma paddle to you is a promise, not a tease.
3. Thinking of S.T. the Sistah. Happy she finally got my message, at least.
4. The fun of spelling. So many facepalms at being literate &/or speaking but so effing not writing in things.
5. Need more sleep, despite there being soo many fun things to do, and half as many work ones.
2. Imma paddle to you is a promise, not a tease.
3. Thinking of S.T. the Sistah. Happy she finally got my message, at least.
4. The fun of spelling. So many facepalms at being literate &/or speaking but so effing not writing in things.
5. Need more sleep, despite there being soo many fun things to do, and half as many work ones.
Thank you @Anrish @Ronin @Recovery4Me :hug: :hug: :hug: :inlove: :hug:
It's ok, just sad about things.
@Ronin ahhh bonfires & dance :tup: :hug: :notworthy:
Was very lucky, got what they call Anointing of the Sick.
Hope sister & bf make out ok with work, & each other.
So much on my mind.
No time.
Many things.
Work also hve to rush. So tired. Feel sick.
:hug: 's
@Snowflake @Naoru :hug: @Anrish & all again.
It's ok, just sad about things.
@Ronin ahhh bonfires & dance :tup: :hug: :notworthy:
Was very lucky, got what they call Anointing of the Sick.
Hope sister & bf make out ok with work, & each other.
So much on my mind.
No time.
Many things.
Work also hve to rush. So tired. Feel sick.
:hug: 's
@Snowflake @Naoru :hug: @Anrish & all again.
jaccat
VIP Member
Today has been all extremes.
Trying to explain hypervigilance to someone and watching them just go- Eh?
I could do without the light-headedness. The joy of poor sleep, again.
Someone told me I was sociable!:eek:
Seeing T tomorrow after a week off. My head feels like it's bursting with stuff.
Trying to explain hypervigilance to someone and watching them just go- Eh?
I could do without the light-headedness. The joy of poor sleep, again.
Someone told me I was sociable!:eek:
Seeing T tomorrow after a week off. My head feels like it's bursting with stuff.
:hug: thank you @Junebug It means a lot right now ... I hope whoever was angry with you has backed off. :hug:
My dog is covered in hives. :eek:
I am going to do something nice for a stranger today. Tomorrow, I will volunteer in my community. Have to get my act together.
T scheduled me for less than a week away this time. :nailbiting: Good thing my schedule is flexible. :shifty:
T even suggested I take a few days off soon and fly away. Take a break. Shoot, I may not come back. Bye Felicia! :whistling::sneaky:
My dog is covered in hives. :eek:
I am going to do something nice for a stranger today. Tomorrow, I will volunteer in my community. Have to get my act together.
T scheduled me for less than a week away this time. :nailbiting: Good thing my schedule is flexible. :shifty:
T even suggested I take a few days off soon and fly away. Take a break. Shoot, I may not come back. Bye Felicia! :whistling::sneaky:
Yes if I left I likely would keep going @Naoru . :hug:
Well, had I but not eaten the margarine. WWIII simmering. still furious 9 hours later, cold shoulder & disgust/ put downs. Or put the flashlight in my room for a day. Or "didn't know wht I am talking about" looking to get a sliver out (her hand).
Funny, same person never even wished me a happy thanksgiving. i didn't eat anything else of importance- pb & food I'm allergic to so it wouldn't go off since she bought it.
All could have been avoided if I had remembered to buy margarine; 6$ on a bad day 3$ on a sale.
I wonder when people never apologize, or no wonder when people don't , I accept their insults as truth, especially if repeated.
Well, had I but not eaten the margarine. WWIII simmering. still furious 9 hours later, cold shoulder & disgust/ put downs. Or put the flashlight in my room for a day. Or "didn't know wht I am talking about" looking to get a sliver out (her hand).
Funny, same person never even wished me a happy thanksgiving. i didn't eat anything else of importance- pb & food I'm allergic to so it wouldn't go off since she bought it.
All could have been avoided if I had remembered to buy margarine; 6$ on a bad day 3$ on a sale.
I wonder when people never apologize, or no wonder when people don't , I accept their insults as truth, especially if repeated.
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Muttly
Diamond Member
1. This place seems really nice
2. I have to pee
3. Why do I always delay going to pee
4. what am I going to do about sleep tonight
5. I still need to pee
2. I have to pee
3. Why do I always delay going to pee
4. what am I going to do about sleep tonight
5. I still need to pee
1. Go, @Muttly . welcome, btw.
2. Trying to tease out what is my fault, I am semi-horrified to come to the conclusion (at least now, while triggered), that I have a childlike side that is hopeful, trusting, giving the benefit of the doubt to others, vulnerable; and a way-older-than-my-years adult perspective that's seen & lived through way too much, can choose to care nothing about what others think, is caustic, chooses self-harmfully for myself, is numb with little emotional investment, & thinks it's a lot easier to live without believing in others at all, understanding or forgiveness is moot.
3. Compounded with that is reading all these threads, though mostly not family but nonetheless applicable, where people either say, re: the sufferers do they care or not? Or, why do they leave? Or conversely, I've had enough. Or even worse yet- to me even worse than abuse, since that is openly obvious- I'm staying out of guilt/ I said I wouldn't leave. Ugh. It sounds like sufferers are charity cases or as*holes.
4. My childlike qualities are a lot nicer. But I'm an adult.
5. Guess it's tired of reaching for hope, giving the benefit of the doubt, being vulnerable or caring , or even thinking what I think matters. It doesn't.
2. Trying to tease out what is my fault, I am semi-horrified to come to the conclusion (at least now, while triggered), that I have a childlike side that is hopeful, trusting, giving the benefit of the doubt to others, vulnerable; and a way-older-than-my-years adult perspective that's seen & lived through way too much, can choose to care nothing about what others think, is caustic, chooses self-harmfully for myself, is numb with little emotional investment, & thinks it's a lot easier to live without believing in others at all, understanding or forgiveness is moot.
3. Compounded with that is reading all these threads, though mostly not family but nonetheless applicable, where people either say, re: the sufferers do they care or not? Or, why do they leave? Or conversely, I've had enough. Or even worse yet- to me even worse than abuse, since that is openly obvious- I'm staying out of guilt/ I said I wouldn't leave. Ugh. It sounds like sufferers are charity cases or as*holes.
4. My childlike qualities are a lot nicer. But I'm an adult.
5. Guess it's tired of reaching for hope, giving the benefit of the doubt, being vulnerable or caring , or even thinking what I think matters. It doesn't.
1. @Junebug, nothing wrong being an adult well rooted in their childhood / 'childlike self', I don't think.
2. Like I can think of a handful situations it would be an issue, but that'd all require exploitative people, and /their/ fault, not yours for being. You deserve to Just Be.
3. Health > Everything else. Difficult decision right now, but just nope, I'm not gonna put myself in a position of vulnerability for some f*cking bullshit of a country I'm exiting. Listening to my dears it is. Putting me first.
4. & 5. Technically that's not 'now'.
2. Like I can think of a handful situations it would be an issue, but that'd all require exploitative people, and /their/ fault, not yours for being. You deserve to Just Be.
3. Health > Everything else. Difficult decision right now, but just nope, I'm not gonna put myself in a position of vulnerability for some f*cking bullshit of a country I'm exiting. Listening to my dears it is. Putting me first.
4. & 5. Technically that's not 'now'.
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