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5 Things I'm Thinking Today

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Stopping at home this morning and opening up the garage,mom saw I was a little tearful and brought back memories.Dad and I worked on things and found a 1967 Chevrolet Chevelle we were supposed to work on.Dad passed away from a heart attack when I was 14.Told mom get it ready to get pulled out for this weekend.Decided to work on it and she agreed with me on it
 
1. Today's pointers, holy shit awesome. Or: Few hours therapy best done without any therapists nearby. :hilarious:
2. Happy about the find. Exhausted. Worn out. But happy.
3. When nothing goes right, go left.
4. Missing won't return anyone. Shake, stir, shake. Missing won't return anyone.
5. Breathe-aim-live / You don't live for the shot. Archery lessons of another lost year.
6. True, darling dear. I don't. I live for pretending normalcy & Having cold and gazes-out-of-the-window talks about decades of trauma over a bottle of water (we ditched the booze, remember? We ditched it all. And didn't reality seem a brighter and less hopeless /thing/.)
 
I don't understand why when people have a question they don't ask it. Instead they look at you state what they're trying to do and then just keep looking at you until you get it and make an offer.

I want to walk around the corner to my sister's house and visit with her her friend and my mom who just walked over there. But, my hip is still not sitting properly in it's socket and even with my cane walking is still painful.

My hip and back and leg hurt and I want to pout about it.

Reading sounds good.

I want to and yet I'm tired of laying around. I have to though. Self care today is definitely not pushing myself and causing myself more pain with this hip from the stupid car accident from the guy who hit me with his truck and f*cked up my neck and back and hip and pelvis. I think I might be angry too.
 
At work this week I have found- an elasticated shoelace, a string of five pence pieces, a very small tape measure and a blue crayon. I'm thinking I could start a career finding strange things!:laugh:
Having excema is so boring. And expensive- five different ointments for all the differents types. Yet they all flare up at the same time.:meh:
I saw a pair of rooks nest-building today, bouncing up and down on the grass like they were on a trampoline.:p
How can I have a runny nose for a month?:yuck:
Patience. Everything'll improve when it gets warmer.:coldfeet:
 
1. f*cked up bureaucratic shit that I'm so very done with.
2. Keep calm, exercises in patience, not my fault bitches states make their own radicals by their incompetence, not going there.
3. Stop that suicidality sef. That's why jazz f*cking exists.
4. Prochnost.
5. Prochnost. I need to f*cking get /better/ because I need to be able to again, f*cking, actually shoot my arrows.
6. 'Your vengeance isn't vengeance, it's your humanity. Mind what you cling to.'. -D.T.
 
1. Really made all the doctor's appointments. Will have three from end of April until end of May...:confused:
2. Little lack of sleep. After having slept so much during the past days, it's hard to sleep during night.
3. Off to the local market to buy some fresh food.
4. Intrigued by a novel Cleo lent me. The story is so lala but the characters are fascinating.
5. Will try some Yoga today if my nose doesn't run like crazy anymore.
 
@Ronin hang in there. Not useful words, but too tired to think of anything else and ... I care

1) My T answered my email. I wish that didn't matter but it does.
2) Work was super demanding psychically. I'm sore. I also am... satisfied? something. not sure the right word/emotion, but I have always liked physical activity.
3) However, I tweaked my thumb. The dr said 3 months to full healing, so I'm.. hmmm.. 2/3rds there? But if I keep tweaking it like that, I'll have to go back into the hard brace maybe. I don't know. Stupid ligament
4) I think I need to get off facebook. I'm not stable right now. I want to be active in social justice but there are other ways than facebook
5) I'm avoiding sleep. I'm so freaking tired but I dreamed of him. And I'm back to sleeping on the couch because I can't face the bedroom.
 

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