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5 Things I'm Thinking Today

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1.) Why does EVERYTHING weird happen to me?! Walking down the street to go volunteer in a not-so-safe-part-of-town, and a guy runs up HALF nAkEd and pelts me with 1/2 a loaf of BREAD. Slice by slice. Because of course this happens. He yelled something about a princess and ran off... as high as a kite.
2.) My service dog ate a slice of the bread. I hope she doesn't get sick.
3.) Is it Friday yet? oh yeah, it is. Well then how did I get stuck in the Mondayest of Fridays?
4.) Maybe I shouldn't say everything weird happens to me. I'm sure there is plenty of weird to go around.
5.) I'm glad I didn't get mugged. Just a run by breading. Really, it could have been worse.
 
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I'm thinking it's almost 3 am, and I should not be awake.
Thinking coffee is a great thing to do this time of morning.
Thinking my dog has separation anxiety when I can't go ten feet from her and she has to come lay where I am..
Thinking how glad I am my one day of work is over.
Thinking if I don't go wash clothes I am going to have to buy new panties.
 
Just when you think you've remembered and addressed all of your abuse and neglect, someone reminds you there's more.
Grateful for the space, time, and opportunities to be able to process it all.
Wishing I still lived in my little ignorance is bliss bubble, at times.
Not real sure how to face mom with kindness and compassion knowing what I know now, without letting on I know it.
f*cking emotions in motion...it never ends.
 
I never organize activities for me for the weekend, it makes me feel free. When weekend arrives, I get bored, nothing planned:eek::rolleyes: who understands...
Planning a big and very difficult drawing. I like difficult stuff, I see.
Bought ingredients for baking something delicious for the weekend, cause I am at home
Gol: Wanna end a book by this weekend. Unachivable goal, love self preassure :barefoot:
 
@Justmehere I have that kind of luck too. Weird, random shit happens to me. I've never been breaded though.

1) Seeing the bf tonight. why aren't I more excited
2) heh, the cat. I just tried to block him from getting my lap because after writing my 5 thoughts I'm getting up. He just snuck around and got into my lap on the other side... he always does this. Does he have a radar that says "muttly is going to get up, time to climb into the lap!'
3) I am nothing but edges today
4) I am determined to go to the meadows today
5) I need more time
 
1) Posting because I'm stupid and needy and attention seeking
2) Haven't been able to get the shit together and boyfriend will be here soon. He's going to see the real, messed up me and that will probably make him back way off. Which is fine. I know better than getting attached
3) regarding 1 and 2, wow, aren't I a bundle of fun. Those thoughts aren't particularly helpful brain
4) why the hell am I listening to showtunes
5) If I can pull my stuff together, go-karts should be fun. And it's free, so that's good.
 
1. Feel sick and sick to my stomach and super-nauseous. Didn't drink, less than a 1/4 glass off wine. My heart feels racing and my chest and neck hurt.
2. Felt badly about posting on here; I have had it worse than some, better than many, what the h*ll do I know? Besides, I always feel badly about speaking up. :(
3. I thought too, I should say I *try* to be brutally honest with myself, not that I am, they say no one can be, and also is that sort of self-deceiving ? Because, too, at this moment I must say I don't want to be 'brutal'-anything, exactly, to myself, even though maybe I should be?
4. I think a lot of people are so brave and kind here, trying to help others.
5. I felt earlier I wish I could crawl under a rock and emerge after father's day. Or not at all. I did however feel like surely there must be another thought than that to think? I hate feeling/ thinking like that, it's self-centered and misses out on life.

1. I wonder if it's going to rain, I need to put down X2 downpipes.
2. I was thinking I wish I could walk to the cemetary tomorrow, but it's down the highway and I'm tired, and not a good time to waste money on a taxi for that, as it's optional. I wanted to go May 7th but was working. But also, if I wasn't so lazy or really felt that, wouldn't I find a way to get there?
3. Re-reading the above I had written 'elf-deceiving' :p
4. The sunset was beautiful- all palest gold with a horizontal line of gold shimmer, like water on a lake. Then bright in the middle of a dark 'square' of clouds. But before was even more amazing- all white only, and white rays across the sky, Thankful I can see.
5. Thank you/ sorry for letting me write so much.
 
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Why is it I'm able to express emotions in dreams more easily than when I'm awake?
I've no idea what that dream was about, anyway.
I'm at risk of getting Ed Sheeran songs stuck in my head again, but this album is so good.
For some strange reason my house smells of raw onion.:yuck:
Also, My sleep has been more stable recently than it has been in a couple of years, so why do I tire so fast?
 

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