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5 Things I'm Thinking Today

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Kick off meeting today and hope it all goes over well. Full catered breakfast, cash incentives, big rewards for hitting big goals. Need everyone on board.
Farrier is coming today, the horses and me are in need of a pedicure.
Uhh...why do I have such a hard time deciding on gifts. :confused:
Positive bad ass? :rolleyes:
So many changes, internal and external, careful or full on?
 
1. Don't grieve. Whatever you lose, comes back in another form.
2. It's okay. Even dreams have people wrong, by this point.
3. These promises had it wrong. Trying is bullshit. But let's not go there, because God is a bastard and I'm still here. So far for working plans at fixing anything about anything at all.
 
How will my mother take the email I wrote?
How will my mother take the email I wrote?
She'll probably be offended, since she is so easily offended.
I guess I should be ready for a tirade of all the imagined things I've done to her.
I bought her van for over the highest Kelly blue book price without telling her, and let her trade in my car for another thousand after she said she wanted a new car. The van's engine needed rebuilding right away, and she screamed at me 6 months later that she "gave" me the van for nothing and took on a car payment and I never appreciated anything she did. 6 months later she looked up what the van should have sold for. I did it as a kindness and she f*cked it up.
 
Feeling wiped out from the heaping helping of self abuse yesterday.
Do not want to go through this one more time again,
My spirit will rise again, and I can begin again, the beauty of a new day provides.
I re enacted my abuse and made the connection of consequences in my body.
I am so done with my inner critic.
 

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