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5 Things I'm Thinking Today

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@NatBird[/USER], not a failure. Failure is a word to describe efforts, not people.

I realize that probably shouldn't be mind blowing, but it feels it at this moment. I know that wasn't directed at me, but thank you.

1) So tired of waking up with the negative thought train pounding away in my head
2) The air quality (and asthma/allergies), fibro, car/loan situation, PTSD have gotten to me.
3) trudge
4) And then there's this world
5) I wish my computer would stop doing that. I was not trying to open this in a separate window
 
  • How many other species continue to consume milk/dairy once they've grown up and weaned off the nipple?
  • None that I've ever observed or read about...which could go a long way in demonstrating we humans shouldn't be, either.
  • Imagine...no longer using/abusing/enslaving other species for things we don't actually need and flipping the script on those energetic exchanges.
  • Imagine...no longer using other humans to do the nasty dirty work behind the scenes that many choose to never expose themselves to (the ones who slit the throats, kill off the young who won't bring any profits, bleed out the bodies, and artificially inseminate to produce more, more, more). Unfortunately, the food industry isn't the only industry we should become more aware of.
  • Imagine...no longer believing any part of all that shit could be considered "humane".
 
I had to euthanize a chick with a horrible injury, and I knew I had to relieve her suffering, but gosh it was so hard. I am still upset. My son's senior project was done on chicken farming, and he built me my first chicken coop. For those that eat eggs, my chickens are pets, and spoiled, and come to the back door and yell in the back door when they want a treat. That is humane.

1. Anyway, I'm thinking I'm safe from the wildfires. I have pictures of everything, and a plan, so if the wind starts up again, I will be prepared.
2. I think that sympathy encourages helplessness when it is overdone. I used to go to another site, where all comments are met with, "you poor thing" or the like. No helping or suggestions like here. I started there in 2011, went back to see, and the few people on it are still in the same place they were 6 years ago. I think it's ok to provide sympathy, but then help the person get up again.
3. I think I can let the chicks and mom out again.
4. I need some more sleep.
5. I'm the kind of tired you get after you've been stressing about evacuating for 2 days, lol.
 
1-I think about the house cleaning waiting for me :confused:
2.-I need to have fun, like dancing. I used to dance A LOT. Always arises my soul. May be should sign for classes.
3.-What kind of dance? I don't like to learn steps...it feels as if I would have four legs uncoordinated
4.-May be pottery. Or drawing, or Chinesse caligraphy...every year same thoughts, and I don't choose any...:( Always ending with I have no money for THAT.
5.-I have been sleeping much better, longer hours, but not tonight. I dream ALL nights and have nightmares about my time within the cult :ninja:
 
A situation where my supervisor allowed a child to be injured. My hunger for revenge against her is distracting.

I've simply stopped paying my student loans because I'm on disability. I wonder how long they'll take to go to collections. I honestly don't care. I have bigger fish.

That getting control of my hyperarousal is going to be the biggest challenge of my life.

I'm really craving Indian food.

Why we drive on parkways and park on driveways.
 
My world turned right side up today:D
Everything is made right for me.:laugh:
I do not have to pack and move this weekend.:roflmao:
I can look for a cheaper place at my leisure now.:singing::singing::singing:
All I feel is massive relief:joyful::joyful::joyful: Something lucky happened today for me.:joyful::joyful::joyful:
 

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