5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Anrish]

1. Finally weekend but still on duty call until tomorrow evening.
2. Managed accounting part 1.
3. I feel too slow...am I?
4. I didn't sleep much this week - about 15-18 hours in all five nights together...
5. New chocolate is too sweet. :wtf:

 

[BM2A]

I want my abusers to suffer like I have

Is that wrong?

Sometimes I feel so much hate for them

They should be in prison

I hope one day they will accept all crap they have done and the pain they have caused

 

[MrMoonlight]

At this moment of insomnia

1) Think I saw an orange flash of light...could be fire
2) Thinking about someone in the shadows outside the house...looking...
3) Migraine feels like it may hit tonight...momentary twinges for now...hope it stays like that.
4) Don't care too much about sleep now but..whatever.
5)

 

[user44376]

—I’m hungry.
—Found out the reason I’ve been so pissy this week after the numb, Abilify-inspired week of peace is that I was unconsciously angry at having no plans and no one to even go for Chinese instead. Literally no one. T hit it out of the park today.
—It would be nice to hear someone say I matter.
—buying vapes and swag is when I feel very old and uncool
—why did I start another 900pg tome? My arms are literally still sore from holding up the last one.

 

[user44376]

—I’m hungry.
—Found out the reason I’ve been so pissy this week after the numb, Abilify-insp...

Sorry, I meant to say that last weekend was Thanksgiving in Canada. Hence my pissiness at being alone.

 

[Recovery4Me]

1. The fires are still consuming while the containment is rising.
2. We are numb from keeping up with the news, in order to return home...if they may still stand
3. Yet we are among the fortunate with still having lives while teething on impatience for disaster to be over...with all 27 fires.
4. If you pray or send loving kindness out ...please send out waves of hope.
5. There are many people in many countries in need...so nonspecific locations are welcomed as well besides just Ca.
Thank you

 

[Chiqui]

1. I have faced many social challegues this week. Glad they all are over, glad I have done It. All went fine. Sort of easy going. BUT the selfcritic Monster is always waiting for me behind the door.
2. So, I feel sad and anger instead of satisfaction. The Monster chops and eats all my achivements. This makes me feel more anger.
3. I wonder why I should even try to overcome my fears related with people and rejection.

4. I guess I still hope one day I will learn how to defeat this dragon.

5. Just keep going, you, girl, go :hug:

1). I'm thinking coming off quetiapine was the the worst idea ever

Oh nooo... why did you do It??
It has been a Life saving for me. I can sleep now and the state of my mind It is much more, uhmmm, gentle as before.
Can you go back? Sorry to hear this...

 

[Muttly]

1) I wish I had the mental resources and time to be here
2) I wish I could manage to catch up in this thread to see how folks are doing
3) I wish my neighbors dog would shut up... weird, I think she just did
4) I wish I had the energy to make a fire. its cold in here
5) lots of wishes. all about me :P I wish... I wasn't so overwhelmed by world and life events so Id know where to put my energy (what energy?) into wishing for others. Does that even make sense?

PS- dog is barking again

@Recovery4Me I am so sorry you are dealing with that. I can't even imagine. Definitely sending support your way. My niece got evacuated but is now back home. It makes me worry though. The fires are still so close to her.

 

[Recovery4Me]

@Muttly prayers for you to have extra strength to carry on :hug: and for your niece to remain safe. Thank you for the shout out.:)

 

[Recovery4Me]

@C j :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug: Angry stages are part of healing: proud of you.

 

[Anrish]

1. Another Sunday...
2. Only two weeks left until my spa holiday - looking forward to it.
3. Worried about the current situation and how quick people get violent - even on the book exhibition?!
4. I sell so much on ebay - will there be anything left of who I was?
5. PMS sucks.

 

[Ronin]

1. @C j, you KNOW how to go on without your ex. You've been doing it whole your life.
And damned straight. False mirrors to be smashed or just passed by, there's too much beauty in you to ignore for that smoke.
2. @Muttly, kind thoughts. It's good to have wishes.
3. DearPerson is probably right. Just sorry I've been so searching for words. Languages forgotten for too many memories.
4. W., I can't. I damned can't. I can't brain in that country, and your mail is precisely the reason why: I don't think East enough, and I will eat my shoes before I change *that*.
5. Bats Before Boats. Poems before arrows.