Another Meeting With The Head Of Human Re-scources...

[Wyakin]

I'm terrified, the last meeting did not go well... More can be found here on that -
https://www.myptsd.com/threads/just-lost-my-support-network.41602/#post-675845

It's not until Thursday. I am doing better at work not but I will be on my own in there as well as having to run the place on my own for the four days after! I also have a doctors appointment just before it to.

Anybody have any advice?

 

[Notsowild]

My HR has been extremely supportive which I didn't expect. They do after all work for my company. You said you didn't want any accommodations? I'd say get a doctors note just in cause you might need it. Good luck. I can definetly understand what you're going through.

 

[Wyakin]

I will be getting a new fit note from the Doctor at my appointment just before the meeting. My current one just gives me the option of going home if I need to and working in isolation if I need space. Neither of which I really use very often as I find just having them there makes me feel ok enough to keep working.

I think part of it is concern for me in that they are worried being at work and under the constant stress that being around things that make me react and people does to me. Part of is is them covering their own backs incase being there does make me worse and also to give them an idea of how I am coping since there are a lot of changes taking place at the moment.

I can see their point that someone living under as much stress as I am is not good but being at home doesn't necessarily reduce the stress as I am still very reactive in my own environment. It is how I am but I actually find alerts of my job relaxing, it is not one big stress. There have been days where I have woken up dreading going in, my anxiety through the roof but once I have got there and chatted with the staff and got in to the routine I have relaxed and it has become a good day.

I guess all I can do is explain that as best I can and hope they listen.