Being Abused And Turning Out "gay", Ruined My Life

[Vojet]

What about in-vitro fertilisation?

 

[Wajufet]

You know a lot of straight people don't get the nice comfortable relationship with children and entry of friends at the same point in life.
Being straight doesn't guarantee that! For example, I'm def heterosexual but I've been hurt by men. I wish I could make myself gay!
That probably sounds crazy to you, but I'm lonely
straight relationships have their downfalls too - and plenty of straight people are lonely within them.
I often look at gay relationships and see a lot more friendship in those relationships than straight relationships.
I too look at the married with children club and wish I could have all that, but I cant - probably for the same reason as you.
Sexual abuse also damaged me but I'm still straight - just tortured!

 

[Iba]

vojet here.

Infertility from damage to the reproductive organs did not occurr to me when I suggested in-vitro. That was short sighted of me. I apologise.

At the risk of putting the other foot into my mouth. Would it be possible to use a surrogate mother?
Sorry if this is also a dumb question.

 

[Fajazo]

Op here, thank you all for your helpful comments, I feel a bit better about myself... I don't even know if I'm infertile. I guess I will find the right way forward in time, I hope it doesn't take too long, I'm getting a bit old to have kids...