Yes, I have recovered memories (enough to know what happened before the age of 2 believe it or not. I walked in blind as I was lied to as to why I was adopted. Did I want to know. Yes but only in order to heal - I knew I needed to know. Did I really want to know. No. It has been horrifying to know my whole life I was lied to by everyone I trusted. Wish I could put a better spin on it.
On the upside,knowing now what I didn't know when I had my breakdown makes me understand that my responses were just my body's way of telling me I was ready to know. It has been fascinating and i have learned alot. More than I wanted to.
On the upside,knowing now what I didn't know when I had my breakdown makes me understand that my responses were just my body's way of telling me I was ready to know. It has been fascinating and i have learned alot. More than I wanted to.
