Can't Fight The Suicidal Thoughts

[Gs172003]

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[Gs172003]

thank u missy. Don't think it works as I'm outside of the US.
I'll call the number I have. Thank u al...

You didn't bother anybody. Like I said that's why we are all here. To be there for each other and to learn

 

[Deleted member 541]

@BlueOrange I'm certainly not distressed. I was just hoping that by asking @Alibongo that there might be something we could do. Maybe just knowing someone was listening, or someone would be there to talk to if she needed.

Sometimes when we are in that place, just knowing that someone is there to listen or talk is all we need.

@Alibongo I didn't intent to stress you out, only wanted to let you know that we are here to help...

 

[Alibongo]

@BlueOrange I'm certainly not distressed. I was just hoping that by asking

Oh u didn't at all - I really appreciated your post. I think it does help to feel that I am not on my own. Thank u x

 

[Deleted member 541]

You're welcome. Is there anything you'd like to talk about? Anything? I'm hear, and I can listen and offer a shoulder....

 

[BlueOrange]

@BlueOrange I'm certainly not distressed. I was just hoping that by asking ...

That makes sense.

Looking back, I think that the signal which caused me to misinterpret your comment was that last sentence with the ???? at the end. I interpreted that sentence as a distress signal.

 

[Deleted member 541]

@BlueOrange Nah, I just go a bit bonkers with ........ and !!!!!! And ???????? Always have.... LOL

 

[Alibongo]

You're welcome. Is there anything you'd like to talk about? Anything? I'm hear, and I can listen and o...

Thank u
I just feel that I hate the person I've turned into-I used to be strong and confident. Now I can't b bothered with anything. I don't want to spend the rest of my life feeling like this. I have so many thoughts flying round my head. I feel like I've completely lost control of everything

 

[Deleted member 541]

It's ok to feel the way that you do. In times of stress, even non PTSD people have a tough time sorting out their thoughts. It's ok!!!! The important thing to know is that it will pass, it won't last forever and you will start feeling better.

 

[Deleted member 541]

Depression can make us feel things that really aren't true. You are not weak, and you still are that strong person. It's the depression speaking.

 

[Alibongo]

It's ok to feel the way that you do. In times of stress, even non PTSD people have a tough time sorting...

Thank u she cat. I'm going to try and get some sleep. Hopefully feel better in the morning. Thanks for caring x

 

[Deleted member 541]

I hope that in the morning you will see a brighter day, and things will be even a tiny bit better...... nite!!!