whalewatcher
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I used to laugh too. I would be screaming at myself inside "what are you doing, stop laughing!" but i think it was a coping thing. I got to the stage where I actually believed that If i spoke about my traumas out loud while being able to express how I really felt and what it did to me, it would kill me. Every time I would speak about one of my trauma's or each time my therapist paid me a compliment I would smile or laugh and the harder I tried to stop it, the worse it got.