Sufferer Childhood Abuse

[rightkindofme]

That's a hard place. I watch sad movies on those days.

 

[Minty]

The movies would only waste my time. Nothing is giving me joy anymore. I could really use a hug :'(

 

[digger]

The movies would only waste my time

Sometimes I think we just have to get on and do things anyway, even if it feels like it's not going to be worthwhile. It's kind of one of the steps on the way to making things worthwhile again.

Would there be any less point to it than what you are doing with your time at the moment? Not a criticism, just might be worth looking at from a different perspective.

What you're doing at the moment clearly isn't helping you because it's bringing you back to the same point all the time and you seem to be going round in circles with it. I know how that feels, I do it enough myself as I'm sure others here do to, but sometimes recognising it and trying to make even small changes to what you are doing can help shift things a bit.

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

Welcome to the forum. :)

 

[Minty]

Yeah... Last night I chatted with another friend of mine about the issue. She seemed to really understand. She lives far away but... I didn't watch a movie... Maybe I will tonight. Last night I took Lexapro (antidepressant) for the first time. My dosage is 5MG. It seemed really quiet all day. I still disassociated and longed for somebody to cuddle me though... My science class right after lunch is the hardest part of the day and I can't stop disassociating in that class :'(