Dear mother
You always said you loved me remember that day you said you loved me well you never did you let things happend to your child me you never was a real mother to any of your kids what make you think you are now. It still hurts me to think about it, and makes me sad that you made it all about you instead...that I was ruining your happy day, that my sadness was so ugly to you, that I deserved to be cast aside and blamed and judged when I needed your love and warmth...you turned cold. You didn't support me mum, when I really needed you, you weren't there. I know you didn't understand how to help me, and I knew you couldn't either, I don't blame you for that...but the way you treated me when I was in that state...you were so hard and devoid of compassion.
You always said you loved me remember that day you said you loved me well you never did you let things happend to your child me you never was a real mother to any of your kids what make you think you are now. It still hurts me to think about it, and makes me sad that you made it all about you instead...that I was ruining your happy day, that my sadness was so ugly to you, that I deserved to be cast aside and blamed and judged when I needed your love and warmth...you turned cold. You didn't support me mum, when I really needed you, you weren't there. I know you didn't understand how to help me, and I knew you couldn't either, I don't blame you for that...but the way you treated me when I was in that state...you were so hard and devoid of compassion.
