Dilemma Concerning PTSD Anger

[Arlington]

I'm nor arguing, I'm talking about something.
We don't have this mentality in Finland like either you are with us or against us. I know how you are, but I can't be American or Australian, I'll never be. It's not arguing, it's discussions. Swedes are like us if you happen to know them better. (But we are more stubborn and stronger :-P) You see ? :) I'm still cool about this.
I DO listen to what you say.
Blackpearl

I understand. I'm part Swedish and part Finnish. The best of two worlds. (But I can't speak Suomi.) ;) I also recognize myself in what you write about anger and guilt. I feel like I need to learn how to control the anger, the need to lash out.
I feel like I've been in a war. I know how to fight, and I do it good. It's all I know. Not having an enemy any longer, makes it a lot harder to feel like this. Confusing.

I'm getting a new therapist soon, and I hope that she will be able to help me sort things out.
Sorry if I ramble, just got out of bed and my brain is a little mushy. :)