Disappointment Or Sadness

[Britt.f7]

This was my last day of therapy until at least February or early March. Pregnancy leave. She will be at the other clinics, but they are about 30 minutes away. I'm going to see how well I handle it. I am sad though.

 

[therisa]

@Britt.f7 you have the strength to manage this, although it maybe hard, at times.

Sadden, by the media circus that my local city council has become, over the past 6 months. Especially, the antics of the mayor and his denial of having a drug addiction.

 

[goingonhope]

Disappointment: Yesterday's unexpected stress and time lost from the obstacles I had to overcome simply to come to some understanding (and help correct) something awry with our mortgage account. - This was most stressful and upsetting.

Disappointment: Yesterday's time expended and lost while not completing a number of things for which I need to with one priority being self care after my recent operation.

Disappointment: My son's lengthy complaints, stomping his feet, his being miserable and angry and taking pleasure in "trolling" me yesterday afternoon as I asked him over and over again to stop.

Disappointment: The increased pain, stress and fear I was in and under last night and how this later - sort of erased - me being present last night and my awareness, throughout and after everyone had gone to bed.

Rather then keep yesterday's big disappointments tucked away, half forgotten and painfully unrecognized by me, I figure I'd now release this stress and move forward with this new, additional day.

Moving forward, .......

 

[Britt.f7]

I'm disappointed that the feeling of wanting to crawl back into bed and go to sleep, even though I am not tired, is still there hanging over me. I really wish it wouldn't.

 

[Britt.f7]

I'm disappointed that my plans are kind of shot for tomorrow. I have an echo and cat scan scheduled for my heart. In between my husband and I were going to go out for breakfast. However, I just found out that I can not eat or have caffeine before the cat scan...and that is the second one. So now we have to figure out what to do for about two hours, give or take, since it is too far away to come home in between. So much for plans.

 

[Britt.f7]

I'm disappointed my cold is not gone yet. But I am relieved it is getting better.

 

[Britt.f7]

I'm disappointed that I still have a lingering cold. It is almost gone. Just hanging in there. UGH

 

[Britt.f7]

That a friend I thought I could reach out to seems to be a little pulled back right now. I don't usually dump on her, so talking about my recent depression shouldn't cause those types of issues. Still, she is responding to everything but what I am talking about on a personal level.

This is why I tend to only talk to therapists about my depression.

 

[amethist]

Sadness that my husband cannot see that what he is doing is destroying us.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am disappointed in the fact, that yesterday was the one year mark for when my daughters husband hit her. He filed for divorce, but is playing mean and dragging out the divorce. Her lawyers are really trying to expedite the divorce, but him and his ridiculous lawyer keep coming up with new head games to mess with head. She needs closure so very badly. He really is an animal. I keep on trying to be there for her and support and encourage her, but she just needs to be divorced. I really cannot stand the guy. He has thirty days of jail time, that he has not yet served. He keeps on with continuances.

I am so very disheartened. Thank you Britt for starting this thread.

 

[Britt.f7]

Sad and or disappointed that I woke up thinking of when I could lay back down. I should be eager for another day of living, not wasting it in bed.

 

[Britt.f7]

I'm disappointed that an error on my part has me thinking of injuring myself. I won't do it. I'm just sad the thought even came to mind.