I should note...from age 16 to age 38, I knew my dad had abused me but had no memories other than body sensations and an overpowering hatred of him?
Plus a rather mealy mouthed lack of denial from the man himself.
...When the memories came back, the feelings were attached. Their return were hard to survive. I'm much more aware of being a broken person, now. The world makes sense. I am much more here. I feel a lot more.
I...do not know that this was good.
The memories can't go back in the box.
Plus a rather mealy mouthed lack of denial from the man himself.
...When the memories came back, the feelings were attached. Their return were hard to survive. I'm much more aware of being a broken person, now. The world makes sense. I am much more here. I feel a lot more.
I...do not know that this was good.
The memories can't go back in the box.
