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Oh sorry @Mach123 , I think it was a misinterpretation. There are times it can be a good distraction (albeit not ideal) for a dog.

We are all human, I wouldn't automatically assume the woman over-thought it, she would expect you to be potentially startled or scared.

Sorry if I offended you. :(

I am as well, I'm not offended at all. I'm triggered, big difference. But thanks so much I'm sure you meant no offense. I just can not separate the subject from my emotional charge around these last 9 + years of trying to interact with this and not being able to do it. It's very nice of you to say something, thank you.
 
We are having a big weather event or they are making it out to be one. I think we are probably safe on the coast but I will admit, you never know. We had a really historic snow storm here about 40 years ago like people had to leave their cars and try and walk home. The ocean came in everywhere and they didn't know that was going to happen so, it can happen again. The town we live in now and everything on the coast really was wrecked. It's actually a winter hurricane that forms off the east coast, also called a blizzard. They've changed all the words now though. The weather people are hysterical. We don't have any kind of commercial TV, thank God we miss most of it.
 
Well it's winter now for over a month lol. I ordered a coat finally I'm very excited. I shopped like a very good boy and got an excellent bargain. Nike sportswear down filled winter parka. It's long like a fishtail parka. It has the right drawstrings, hood and legnth so it meets all my requirements, I just hope it's not light and skimpy like for urban fashion but if it isy wife will keep it. I want extreme cold gear. : ). I am skinny and I have bad arthritis which makes me coLD.

It's a relief because making a big purchase is episodic like most things, I'd do it the cPTSD way which is my way and it's difficult but I have to try and not fight it.

But I saved a ton of money and my credit is all spruced up and I can make payments for six months no interest. Free money. I don't need toake payments but itll make my credit even better. If I was really set up like I want I'd be able to expense it. I'm working on it. The mortgage too, I shouldn't be writing it off somehow because it's all my work which is housing my severely disabled family members which is work according to the state. Don't you wish you knew a really smart lawyer? lol I do.

Now I hope I can walk when the weather is cold.
I tried the other day it was only in the low thirties but I froze! lol. Not properly dressed at all.

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I'm going to have to change this to spring I.skipped Winter. We kept walking though much less. I shopped for a coat for about 8 weeks which I’ve written out in nauseating detail.

I need to vent I was involved/saw some violence involving dogs yesterday. I remember I read once a new age guy and he was saying “I wonder what I’m doing wrong I vibrated that into my experience”. Words to that effect. I sorta felt like that yesterday. I wouldn’t read this if you are a (one of them) I don’t know how to say it, but I am gonna rail and it might be ugly.

I am experiencing the same impotent rage I always feel when I’d like to act and find myself powerless.

My daughters and I watched a dog on dog attack that went poorly for the aggressor but there was no winner, how could there be in such an ugly situation?

The beach is crowded now if it’s warm on a weekend day it’s being the only public beach left on the south shore (Boston). First thing I saw at the beach entrance? A discarded doggie poop bag used. I should have gone home right then.
 
I have to rant and rave here now because I’m fighting with my wife which will probably come out here. It’s quiet, no yelling or anything, that’s the only important thing.

The care-giver thing is a real thing in our lives and we never dealt with it or we do the only way we know how which is not good and we put fires out. They always stay smoldering though.

So the dog thing is so ugly and it triggers me so badly and I don’t mind saying I HATE dog people, and their plucking dogs, which they lack the brains and emotional well being to deal with properly.

The main problem being irresponsible behavior on the part of the people except 10% of the time that’s the good ones .

The rest of them meaning you If you’re reading this belong behind bars or at least shouldn’t be allowed to own a dog or drive a car or have a child. Hahah I’m so angry!

So I look up as we are walking along minding our business, making wide sweeps to avoid the dog morons throwing balls and so forth and letting the dogs off the leash, and I see this dog charging from about 30 yds out. He’s charging a dog on a leash, a woman alone walking it.

The charging dog’s intention is difficult to assess. It’s charging. I’ve seen this end up playfully, and also not so well, like this one. This in my opinion constitutes assault already and I’d feel justified taking any and all action to defend myself regardless of anything, I’m being charged by an unleashed dog. Anything can happen. That’s assault.

And it was assault as you’ll see, even though the charging dog was lucky it got off so easy. When the two dogs stopped for a second, right up on each other it was obvious right away what was going to happen, a horrendous viscous dog fight.

The poor lady holding the leash didn’t have a chance, the dogs immediately went at it and the bigger one, still on the leash, got the smaller one, the unfortunate aggressor, by the throat and went for the kill, bending it I’ve backwards and thrashing it to break it’s neck.

At this point the unleashed fiends owner , a man, comes running in to try and separate the dogs , most likely in response to his poor pooches screams for mercy, and a wrestling match ensued. Both parties and the dogs, ended up in the surf. Prone on the beach and soaked, the dogs still tearing at each other. (It was very one way though the smaller dog didn’t really get a lick in.). I got this last part on film though poorly as I was wishing by that point I was anywhere else.

The gentleman, and I use the term loosely, had some unkind words for the victim once they got up, separated the dogs, and he tripped on the tied dogs leash in a very ungraceful attempt at an exit from a sticky situation.

I walked up to the woman and spoke with her . She was visibly shaken and soaked and her dog , though victorious, looked much the worse for wear also and I’d say as an observer and former long term dog owner, it had only acted in self defense.

I told her I was sorry, that I had witnessed the whole thing and she wasn’t at fault. She thanked me poor thing. Then I started going on about the loose dogs and left her before both of us were shaking and nearly crying, which she was .
 
It's beautiful in spite of all that I'm sorry I can't appreciate it more it's like I have to go in real bad weather to avoid my fellow human beings, so sad. I really don't hate people,1C62F896-D6D0-4458-8C29-74DBEAA3C14F.webpE0AB6E40-8E41-4C7E-951E-C8B6290F7F9A.webp8245DD7B-3BCD-41A5-A858-E4C756A0D4AE.webp7A3FC621-2764-448E-B659-56AAD31B574F.webp women especially.349BE58D-B117-4013-B491-C3546820F04F.webp86801EA9-32CC-44B3-8487-DEDEC6B33005.webp
 
Fog this afternoon.
 

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I live at.the beach. Not the worst place. This is a little lighter, maybe I need a break. We have been walking. Collecting sea glass. : )
 

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Cold today wind from the East about 10 to 15 knots. Goes right through you. We were dressed for it . Pretty good sea glass day.
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Yesterday it was so frigging cold I didn't take pictures lol. The temp was in the low forties but there was a good stiff breeze right off the water that cuts like a knife. I had to work on keeping my face warm enough. It still is beautiful for all that. I need a really nice pair of long johns and a thermal cap thing. I don't know how they call that stuff nowadays lol. I'll probably go to REI or something or look on amazon, its on the list. It's spitting snow right now, 35 degrees. Ill post some random pictures for the sake of them being nice. Got another good bunch of sea glass. : )
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We walked yesterday it was warmish. I have a hard time dressing for it always I need some gear my main problem is not having the right underclothes.

The coat I bought is.warm and I like it but I'm the worst conditions it's so so. That's fine considering what I paid for it I think I ended up with the cheapest one on Amazon. The wind gets through it. Yesterday's was in the 40's and the wind was blowing SE. That's rare. The breeze was warmer. But it was stiff, around 15- 20 kts. Being overdressed is the biggest because I like to exersized comfortably. I get hot and I sweat even thinking about real exertion and if I walk fast I get heated.

So yesterday was aottle more warm and humid but if you held still the wind blows through you. I had to wrap my face and I took off my hood several times but the head gets cold, and the wind hurts the ears.

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The ride was way out and the beach glass was scarce . I though it would be a good day because if the way the rocks are laid out but it's always different. The glass gets plenty like the seaweed,then it's gone.

In general, our beach is "hard scratching" for seaglass. It's funny to see people stooping for treasure . Glass and bits of shell and beautiful little translucent stones and mother of pearl. The house and the yard get cluttered with it though lol! You learn to leave it, except the very best ones.
 
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