stjohn1633
Learning
A little back story... my daughter was seriously burned in a house fire 7 years ago, I was the one that got her out. She spent 5 months in the hospital get skin grafts on half her body. She will be 8 this month. This week, my daughter was sick with belly pain, back pain, fever 103, I took her to the doctor Monday and she's on antibiotics for a uti, 3rd time in the past year. She popped up a rash today, which has actually been a chronic issue for her as well. Of course my mind goes to worst case scenario and I start looking up Steven Johnson's syndrome, which is just as bad as severe burns, which she already endured. I just broke down realizing that I can't handle that again. I can't handle it. The future is so scary to me sometimes. Why I'm I enduring this pain of an imagined future :'( why do I do this to myself? Thank you for listening <3