Feeling Kind of Alone...

[anthony]

Yep, well... if people think I didn't have a blunt stick poked at me, think again, because I did. I had some pretty experienced people to help guide me, and blunt is an understatement. I was kicked in the arse so much it hurt, but it made me realise a whole lot of what I was doing was wrong, and what I needed to do was start taking my own life, my own future a whole lot more serious. They couldn't help me, only I could help myself, thus here I am today, healed and living life. We all need this type of kick in the pants in order to get moving... for those that just refuse it, well... there is nothing I or another can really do if people aren't willing to help themselves. I have learnt to just walk away after a certain time, instead of banging my own head upon the wall. When people want help, I will help them, no issues, but when people want sympathy, I just can't do it because I know where it leads..... know where.

 

[anthony]

I do believe that RD is actually doing alright now... but that is for RD to say here, not me. We have all walked this path, some see it clearer than others, some never see it, but that every member here must accept, that you can only save yourself, you can't save everyone else.