OK! Well the staying up the whole night thing didn't work, really. But, it kind of did. I mean, I didn't stay up all night, but, I stayed up later than usual, and then just took a nap, yes, because I ran out of cigs, and walked to the two closest stores and they were both closed, and the next closest open store was only a mile away, but in a not horrible area, but just one I wouldn't feel as comfortable walking in at 1:30 in the morning as my own neighborhood. So I decided, maturely, I think, to just take a little nap until the other stores opened lol. I decided to take a different route back than I usually do, and a rabbit startled me by darting across my path, probably because I startled it by appearing. That one was gone like a freight train, but then another one started to hop past too, but we both just froze. Then it slowly started to hop closer, then past, then came back to circle me. I didn't move. But I couldn't help myself after it stopped right in front of me and just looked at me, I said Hey bud. I wish I had food for you. I don't know why, it's not like the rabbit needed my human words. Our presence in each other's company was enough. I'll remember that next time.
I actually did get some moving related stuff done too though. Phew. Lots thrown out. I can see how hoarders happen. "I might use this! This means a lot to me! I can't just throw this away, I paid money, and I might use it!" OMG we are such a wasteful species! Stuff stuff stuff we want stuff and then we just let it sit there and then we throw it away. I saw an Ikea platform bed hack video, and thought, hmmmm. I think if I had that, I either could, or I would make it a goal, to be able to contain all my stuff right in that bed pod and be a totally contained and easily portable autonomous unit for mid mall snacking. I think imma shoot for that. Life goals.
I also scheduled movers and a dude with a truck, for under my hoped for budget.
I think this switch in schedule is going to be good for me. I've been going to bed earlier and earlier, saying oh, I'm just taking care of myself." No. I was more depressed than usual. Stuck in a rut. Oh, lol, the teacher from mighty ducks 2 just popped into my head "they look tired...we need to....switch players." "oh! you mean change it up! say it!" "Change it up" "YELL IT!" "CHANGE IT UP!!!" Another part of that movie reminded me of ego states. Coach Bombay ties the old ducks and the new players together and tells them to skate. And they all move in different directions and collapse. He says "Everybody goes their own way, everybody falls down. Teamwork!"
Ok, I think it's sleep time.
