Fighting The Invisible

[gnirolockoob]

*hugs back* Thanks :)

 

[gnirolockoob]

I don't feel like doing anything but sleep and I'm having a small amount of suicidal thoughts. Not even Assassin's Creed 3 is getting me off my bed ;_;

 

[gnirolockoob]

I'm working on a personal project right now and it's keeping me busy. I don't like my current replacement doctor because she talks about the past too much, but my real doctor is back and my next appointment is with him. I'm doing better being busy but I get tired too of course, like right now. My suicidal thoughts aren't aggressive and the voices in my head aren't loud anymore they're almost just like background music now, easy to ignore. All in all I'm doing better.

 

[RussH]

Grino, first let me say that when you started the sexual relationship at 7 you said you gave your full consent; I don't think a seven year old is capable of giving their full consent for something like that. It would still be a case of abuse.

I am glad you started your diary. If nothing else writing it down will help you deal with the pain you are feeling, and others here on the forum can offer you the support you need and deserve. I firmly believe that journally is a postive step toward getting healthy.

 

[gnirolockoob]

Hey RussH, I guess you could say that, but it's weird I remember the exact thoughts running through my head at that time, and there was a lot of thoughts. It would still be a case of abuse but for me it will always be different.

Well I've talked to my real doctor and everything is going smoothly. I'm also feeling a lot better that's why I haven't posted in a while.

 

[RussH]

Grino, I am glad you are feeling alot better. I hope you know that anytime you need to vent, or just make contact with understanding people you can come here.

Well I've talked to my real doctor and everything is going smoothly. I'm also feeling a lot better that's why I haven't posted in a while.