Well, last week I decided a little help was sorely needed, found a counseling center within my health care network and made an appointment for tomorrow. They were very nice and assigned me to a T specializing in PTSD. I hope he can shed some light on a few things. Anything that will help us sort our day-to-day life more is highly welcome right now. Also, it turns out my insurance will pay for this after all! Now I feel like a fool for not going sooner. Especially because my husband was glad to have an appointment coming up today, but it ended up getting canceled because his T was out of town. Gah!