Flashbacks occur with more intensity lately, although farther apart. I think I had them before, but I didn't know what they were. Now, I'm sure when a flashback is coming and I get the physical sensations, terror, anger, all the emotions just coarse through my body.
I used to have day time hallucinations......again, non-specific (my father in the corner of the ceiling, someone trying to come at me arms swinging).......this was when I was terribly clinically depressed.
Nightmares were terror filled and I could remember them. Like I was going to be killed by demons........non-specific I'd say.......but horrible. Very disturbing the next day and for days afterwards.
I still have nightmares and wake up screaming.......but I don't remember. My BF tells me it happens often. But I'm not disturbed and I go right back to sleep. They don't bother me.........I guess it is just my brain releasing.
I used to have day time hallucinations......again, non-specific (my father in the corner of the ceiling, someone trying to come at me arms swinging).......this was when I was terribly clinically depressed.
Nightmares were terror filled and I could remember them. Like I was going to be killed by demons........non-specific I'd say.......but horrible. Very disturbing the next day and for days afterwards.
I still have nightmares and wake up screaming.......but I don't remember. My BF tells me it happens often. But I'm not disturbed and I go right back to sleep. They don't bother me.........I guess it is just my brain releasing.