Hey, it’s the FNG again…..So I’ve been spending the last week or so digging through the site and especially the forum posts. Most of what I’ve read I can completely relate to and that in itself is a good thing. I guess you all speak my language J
As for the Zoloft, the first three days I felt like a stoned zombie and it was really cool. I think my brain has been starving for serotonin for a long time and even the small dosage of Zoloft really made a difference. However, it’s been about a week now and the effects have diminished, which I guess is normal. With that change, I can definitely feel the Beast prowling about. Yesterday was not such a good day. The doc said that the dosage will likely have to go up in a few weeks and I can see why. Oh, and the sweating some of you mentioned…already experienced that.
Ok, so one of the weird things that has happened since being on Zoloft is that on the third day of taking it, I was sleeping and in the middle of the night I woke up to a whole rash of memories flashing through my brain from Iraq…not good ones. Things I hadn't recalled in years. They were exceptionally clear. It was like channel flipping really fast, one memory after another.
It totally sucked! Brought on a panic attack, couldn’t sleep for over an hour…and even then, not well. Since then, more and more things have come back. They are vivid …so while the Zoloft has decreased anxiety to a point, it also seems to unlocked parts of the Beast that I had completely suppressed. I know without the Zoloft I would probably be in a world of hurt. It is keeping this manageable for now. Has this ever happened to any of you on this med? Where bad memories have become so clear?
As for the Zoloft, the first three days I felt like a stoned zombie and it was really cool. I think my brain has been starving for serotonin for a long time and even the small dosage of Zoloft really made a difference. However, it’s been about a week now and the effects have diminished, which I guess is normal. With that change, I can definitely feel the Beast prowling about. Yesterday was not such a good day. The doc said that the dosage will likely have to go up in a few weeks and I can see why. Oh, and the sweating some of you mentioned…already experienced that.
Ok, so one of the weird things that has happened since being on Zoloft is that on the third day of taking it, I was sleeping and in the middle of the night I woke up to a whole rash of memories flashing through my brain from Iraq…not good ones. Things I hadn't recalled in years. They were exceptionally clear. It was like channel flipping really fast, one memory after another.
It totally sucked! Brought on a panic attack, couldn’t sleep for over an hour…and even then, not well. Since then, more and more things have come back. They are vivid …so while the Zoloft has decreased anxiety to a point, it also seems to unlocked parts of the Beast that I had completely suppressed. I know without the Zoloft I would probably be in a world of hurt. It is keeping this manageable for now. Has this ever happened to any of you on this med? Where bad memories have become so clear?