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Clean carport so I can stack firewood, stack firewook. That's it. I got no sleep last night and my back is horribly painful so I am setting the bar low today.
Goal for today is to get the feeling I need to write in my blog. Words aren't enough, there has to be some emotion behind it.
To help get me in the right frame of mind I'm going to take a shower, put rollers in my hair (which I never do) and put a facial mask on. :eek: Oh yeah, and close my curtains! :laugh:
Go for frappes, take a shower, mabe take out the trash. I will go food shopping tommorow instead of today. I will give myself a mental health day. I woke up pretty tired.
Okay, dogs looked at me oddly with the mask and curlers. Mask is done. Curlers still in. Discovering I am not as patient as I thought I was. These curlers are driving me nuts with how long my hair is taking to dry!
Got myself downtown today (yippee!) and got the boring government stuff done. I started feeling bad while I was waiting at the office downtown and I realized that my depression is starting to sink in again. Tomorrow I have to go somewhere else to do another part of welfare forms. I have to give myself credit for chiseling away at this.
My goal for the day is to go to my eye doctor appointment. I'm horrible at going places. I just want to cancel. I'll go, I need to. The anxiety is intense.